I used to hope and dream that this person will appreciate me; that he will choose me; that he will be proud of me; I was one step to becoming a beggar of love and attention. It was so hard, it was affecting my everything; while he was so happy gossiping about me, humiliating me in front of the other women; then one day I realized, he’s actually nothing and no one in this world; having fun with his knowledge to lure women in and out like he owned them all.
I hoped I will be respected like I deserve but he’s the worst of all men; when I finally got the courage to accept I was fooled and played to give what he wants even without asking; how powerful that mind manipulation is; keep chasing him and keep loving him because he kept on hurting your feelings; if you won’t stop, you’ll end up being broke.
He’s a red flag, acting like a friend but also one of those who’s actually doing it. Learn to spot men like that, and you’ll be free forever. My amazing gut feeling was always right. I was almost a slave of a man who doesn’t have anything to offer but jealousy and troubled heart and mind. You too shall be able to come out with the help of the Lord Jesus.
Remember, know your worth. You’re a Queen, not a slave to men. You are capable of loving yourself, so let them go. You can always say NO, you deserve someone so much better, don’t you? Remember that you are better without them; those men who’s jealous of women are not real men, they are saddest, angry of strong women, because they’re nothing compared to you.
I broke free after so much pain, I followed my dreams and took a leap of faith. There I found real dudes, who respected women above all men. We are loved and we are accepted the way we are. Our special skills have been appreciated and we can always be our authentic self because that’s how it should be.
Sometimes, if the place scared you but also excites you, it’s the signal to keep going. Just do it and you’ll make it. It’s been my impression but I did it anyway. Now I’m experiencing everything I am only hoping before without begging; it was given effortlessly without hesitation. They don’t care what other people would say, they’re just being their authentic self; not like those who are so inconsistent.
Well, not all people are good; some are really insecure they can’t even look at you; maybe they just don’t belong to the place yet, and it’s none of your business. Some of the residents are really good, you just have to choose who to trust. The enemies are just right around the corner but just be on your own and show them your strength. Do it for yourself! The right people will cheer, the enemies will fall off.
Climbing, Rocks! 