Tag Archives: New thoughts

I figured out I have psychological problem, I hear all these angry voices, critical voices from families that got triggered every time I am angered by someone.It’s been an issue since I arrived in the city.I am surrounded by people who have been so angry of each other and it seems like they’re not stoppingContinue reading “Psycho”

The best revenge to people who doesn’t want to quit their mouth and their minds from actually involving me in your affairs and trying to resist against all your stuffs must be deleted and replaced with multiple success in life. For me, success in sales with copywriting, and of course, success in housing plan, owningContinue reading “Angst”

I always caught watching these people’s acts, it’s not leaving me behind, it’s really disturbing my brain, it makes me feel like, like I am in deep shame.It’s being put in a mud of feeling unrecognize and rejected.I stop thinking of the possibilities of seeing them again because it is no longer happening.Although I amContinue reading “Caught”

I still have this ego, it’s making me feel uneasy, but I guess ego integrity is better than feeling indespair or disappointed of my circumstances. This one is healthy, this one makes me feel like I can and I will handle things based on what I can. This makes me feel good and better everyday.Continue reading “Ego integrity”

Keep hustling yourself, think of good people with good suggestions, not those negative unimportant people who only want to put dirts in your mind, dance if you must, but do not forget to relax. Thank the lord that you’ve got this amazing thought that you can actually move on so easily by choice.Yes! You canContinue reading “Hussle”

I will marry my husband, someone who lives in the future, but the future is now, so i will marry now. i have a secret, that’s why i am smiling at it. this isn’t a problem but this is something real, it’s a secret, i am smiling at it. a secret smile from the oneContinue reading “Secret Smile”

Big salary, relaxing work, big and relaxed.Happy and chillax, waiting for bonuses.Traveling far with friends who can make themselves ready for that.Going home to see my mama happy with fruits in her basket, happy and free.I know it is still going to be far from the truth, but I know it’s already there.A place whereContinue reading “Keeping my door open”

I have something for you, beautiful and true, I know right, I know.It’s hard not to breath properly when everyone’s watching you.It’s hard not to smile and be happy when you’re being praised for being who you are.It’s hard to not feel so lucky when everyone’s having fun with you.It’s so hard to not feelContinue reading “I have something for you”