Lied (see if it resonates)

This feeling made me feel like it will never end.

This people chasing, not really dying.

I have to keep fading, I thought they will be leaving.

They thought we are family, as if we’re close that’s what they thought.

They mistook me of someone they’ve always been when they’re young.

They thought I am their sister even if I am not.

I am being being told lies, lies I do not like.

I am being brainwashed as if they’re holding my mind.

They’re crazy and silly, I don’t know what to say clearly.

I guess they’re just too much, thinking too much.

This connection sucks I want it out. I guess it’s not coming out.

These people sucks they saw me as bad as they are.

I have to let them see who I really am.

They can’t see the difference between me and them.

They’re just crazy trying to be friendly. Only to bully me.

I am on it, I am trying to get past through it.

I need to put on some lights so that they will be gone.

My friends would see that bad thing that lies within me.

It’s not me, it’s the energy that they sent me.

They’re trying to download bullshit it’s no longer serving me.

I am just being me, they’re trying to change me.

They want me to me, the ugly me they always see.

I hope they will change the way they are to me, but I guess they won’t I’ll just keep moving anyway.

My secrets remains a secret I will always be far from them.

They’re like the devils trying to think about me.

Like shadows they stay behind me, but the sun sees them anyway.

I won’t let them stay inside of me, for them to only destruct me.

I have been lied many times, I know I will be lied until forever ends.

I must be careful in this flight to my journey.

This is not so far, this is so near. It’s always been near.

I am heading my way. I am taking my way.

Rest assured they will be supported a little way.

I know they won’t give up, I know they won’t give.

I must keep on going to that place I am heading.

Allowing me to let them hold me will only make me move slowly.

I must come out my way, not their way.

I know I have to stay away from these people who wants me badly.

It’s no longer healthy, I must stay away.

Even if they lied me just to make me stay.

No matter what lies they planned for me I must stay away.

I must leave them for me to go on my way.

I know they’re scaring me, that’s why I’m taking myself away from them.

I must stay with me. I must not be under their territory.

I will let them think that I am still me, even if I no longer who I used to be.

They fucked me up, they all sucks.

I just set them free because this is my way.

I am lied anyway

Published by irose

Hi! I'm Roselyn! Username: irose PayPal (In case you wanna sponsor me I am a life warrior. I have been through shit, running away from my bliss. But I guess, I've had enough that I want to just be myself. *My mother dreamt of something great; I think I am doing it, this time!⛄

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