Physical Abuse (facing shame, take what resonates)

I will dance everyday to heal me, to face my shame and to break free from them.

I will do it for me, in order to heal. I will have that rituals everyday. It will help me face my sad reality.

My mother was physically abused by her immediate family. A brother she trusted the most dragged her like his ownership.

She’s with the psychopath, I have mercy over her. She was being laughed at, molested and threatened.

She felt like she can’t come out from that laugh and red eyes she’s been scared about.

I can see it through me because I have her DNA. Even if she will not tell them truth, I will still knew it. I will always will.

I am staying away from the offsring of her family. Even if she changed her identity back to their own last name.

I will be staying away from them mentally. We will be so close but so far away. That’s the truth of crazy family.

I will face my shame, coming out from this pain. This reality sucks, it always does. No wonder she’s stuck trying to hide the truth from them.

She’s still stuck within her own family. I can feel it within me, because that’s also me. Right now, but it’s no longer to stay, because I will do, what my mother cannot do.

I will show her how to do it. I will make sure she learn from me. They will only see me leaving effortlessly. They’re wondering how breakthrough from that pain.

BTS help me keep it on. That’s why I will didicate to them my future songs. I will be happy to take on this gratitude journey.

Now that I have the reason to keep dancing for me to keep healing. Healing this mental abuse replacing it with a new song and a new pattern.

Lisa of blackpink introduces me to the song Attention. That song made me feel so strong. Now I can replace that psychopathic song, the memory of her abusive family, from the song attention that makes her feel happy.

That’s also me, I’m also suffering the same pain and trauma as well as confusion that she’s been through before. But I will get rid of them mentally, within me.

No more running away, no more fear of being mentally be abused nor physically abused. I will get rid of them away from my mind.

Published by Pinky Rose

Hi My Name is Roselyn and I am a Graduate in Business Administration Major in Management Accounting. I wanted to pursue a degree related to Property Management. I saw Commerce as something new to me. The Mother side of the family have Nurses and I want to become a Doctor in Psychology. They're soldiers too! I applied for PAF but wasn't allowed to take the exam because of my Myopia. The father side are into Politics and Farming, I could have taken Political Science or Agriculture, but my choice goes to Accountancy because it sounds so cool and it has a board exam (a requirement to be a Scholar). There are also teachers on my father side. My father is a good farmer, I love his plants. I hope I can offer him something very important. He stopped schooling, he choose to help his parents at the farm instead. My Mother was emotional and stopped schooling too. Later on, she had me then my brother; until she became emotional again and stopped being our mother. Me? I am always blessed and loved by the Universe and the Earthlings, they saw my potential and eagerness to learn new things. I choose to stay and share my knowledge. I wanted to become someone with a different attitude towards life; I'd rather not give than give out of pity; so if I'll give you something, it means you deserve it, not out of bias; I also want to be treated the same, win or lose I'll feel better, as long as it is righteous. Losing/failing will help me change and do the right thing. I am also into writing because I have plenty of ideas. I hope to earn a PHD; research papers are quite interesting; I will really have fun! I am into dancing, just for fun; Dancing is so funny specially if you can't get the steps then getting it right after, it doesn't bore. Singing is my natural born talent but I'm just kidding, maybe not 😃 just manifesting it. I have a book at Amazon KDP :; written mostly to thank those who have helped me grow spiritually. I finished my Caregiving Training from Feb 2019 to Jan 2020; then became a certified career since 2021. I am working on my personal business, to pursue my passion with a purpose to help the world heal emotionally. I am becoming successful in this kind of business and I claimed it, because I want to manifest it. I am a team player, I want to have fun. I am kindhearted and beautiful inside and out but don't get me wrong, it depends on the person I'm dealing with, I can be rude too like super rude! Taking advantage of me is big no no. You'll get what you deserve later on. I am a goal-oriented person, passionate in writing and sharing the right way. I am in love in all new things specially with JK's personality; he made me laugh out loud, it's so healing. My academic side isn't that bad but also not too good because I still have a lot of knowledge to earn. My friend advised me to exaggerate little achievements though to help me attract more of it. I have a good voice and a good sense of humor if I choose to let it all out. I am passionate and compassionate. I practice an attitude of gratitude. I prefer to be alone than be surrounded by bad influencial people, but I am keeping my heart open for the good guys too. I am receiving support from the Angelic Beings and a future husband that communicates with me telepathically; I'm not sure if I have met him already, all I know is that, he can guide me well. Whenever I am out of my mind and feeling like in danger, he takes over; I may or may not recognize him personally but it doesn't matter, I think he can but I have trust issues so it's normal to not meet him sooner and it's also normal to not recognize him, I guess he already knew. I have an eye in music and arts and love to cook for me. If you believe you will be healed if you'll ask me to heal you intuitively then you will, but it was you that heals you, not me. I can dance and laugh. I am treasuring happy memories. I welcome new experiences. I'm excited with first time events I can travel, take pictures of me with my coalleagues. I can contribute and be of service. I like Song Joongkis movies 😁 he's such a good actor, I have watched most of his movies, but all of his movies in Netflix. But above all, I really love Photography! It's beautiful and exciting to look for good angles. It's a great brain exercise to look at better things in life. ❤ Welcome to my Blog! You're allowed to share your thoughts in the comment sections. Also, please follow and share if you like my artwork. It will help me notice that we share the same values.

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