Ignored

Once again, she felt crazy, somebody ignored her.
She hate this feeling when she’s not being recognized, but maybe also because of her own negative thoughts.
There’s nothing wrong with saying YES, do not expect anything from them.
You have to be reselient, you have to be fine, stop acting, you’ve got everything.
Soon you will start working, since they’re already paying, I am already receiving.
I will be accepting, I will be giving them the best I can be.

She can sense some loneliness, coming out from nowhere, it is just depression due to sleep disorders, or maybe she’s just a bad listener, there are stories who wants to be heard, but she doesn’t want to listen.
There are people who wants to be seen, but she’s too scared to see. I can see what’s wrong with her person, I can see she’s been crying all day, I can see that she’s crazy.

It was just an act, but it looks so real, but it’s not, I am a type of person who accepts. I don’t reject, it’s acting because they’re thinking of something.

Craziness is just an act, there’s someone behind it, you cannot fool a child that is full of experiences, even if you will act like that, no one’s really going to see that, help yourself because only you can help you, no one else will.

Even if you will call us anything, I don’t understand that, I am English, say it in English. If you needed help, just say help, don’t say anything like this.
This is a message from the angels, angelic love, angels of all angels, this woman is acting to protect her thing. But no one is really listening because everybody knows she’s just acting.
When she’s dead she will return back to her original self, just wait until the end, you will see him back, back to her true self.

People acted badly, there’s a thinking mind behind it, she wanted help, she wanted me to do it, she’s crazy, she’s really really crazy, but I know she’s just acting, I will not change my way. I will keep going on my own, I will keep on succeeding.
Nobody’s changing, I am only renewing. The Lord is with me, sorry haters, you’re not welcome here. If I hear words, I will write it correctly.

But if I won’t write it, it’s because it is something crazy. I will be meeting with these people not in my tribe, I can only work on them on the floor. I will be happy to work with them, I will be working on my insecurity issue.
My guide told me not to be so insecure, that’s why I am here because I am trying to work on me.
I will be doing things according to what they told me, I will be listening and having fun while I am doing it.

It’s funny when I am having fun, I am happy when I choose to be happy. I feel good when I choose to feel good. I can fake it until I make it. But I will be my authentic self when I am at the office, I will be going to find a good way to make myself happy.
I will be connecting to them, I think I will be happy. They will be serious, but I will make my life spicy and healthy.
Next week could be a big day, my insecure day, but that’s really up to me.

I have my own genre now, I must act like I am a writer and a caregiver, not in finance because these people graduated in finance. I will not compete I will only try my best. My score is my responsibility. My quality check is my own responsibility. I will be doing things differently. I have a friend who can laugh at it when needed.

I will just think of its kindness, the positive side of everything. Although I may not be so glad around them, I will be glad around myself. If they’ll ignore me, then I’ll ignore them, that’s okay. It’s okay to be ignored, because it’s okay to ignore.
In a business meeting, even if you are not thanked nor being liked, that doesn’t mean they didn’t like you, seeing it is enough.
Hearing it is enough. It’s okay to be quiet, but don’t hesitate to ask. Say excuse if you needed help.

The spirit is with you, just relax and learn to let go, besides I am here to guide your way, I’ll bring you to people that makes me happy. We just have to work on this thing, we must master it.
Know your why, because I have to share, I have to market, I have to expand, I have to do some extra curricular activities, I have to keep on helping, I have a foundation, I have to give back, I have to have that moldivate, I must level up, that camera, and of course that make up kits, and that laptop that will help me edit something, but I already have it, I just can’t let them use it, it’s not for business, it’s for fun, it’s for this.

It’s not even mine, the company has to provide. I know the eyes of the devils watching me, so angry, but the angels will always uplift me, they are always with me. The angels rise within me, the devils are bullshitting me, that’s why the lord is watching me. I am only writing trying to make friends with my demons.I must handle things professionally, I must take things happily.

Next time, I will say sorry and thank you, but only in my copywriting thing, because it needed attention.

Published by Pinky Rose

Hi My Name is Roselyn and I am a Graduate in Business Administration Major in Management Accounting. I wanted to pursue a degree related to Property Management. I saw Commerce as something new to me. The Mother side of the family have Nurses and I want to become a Doctor in Psychology. They're soldiers too! I applied for PAF but wasn't allowed to take the exam because of my Myopia. The father side are into Politics and Farming, I could have taken Political Science or Agriculture, but my choice goes to Accountancy because it sounds so cool and it has a board exam (a requirement to be a Scholar). There are also teachers on my father side. My father is a good farmer, I love his plants. I hope I can offer him something very important. He stopped schooling, he choose to help his parents at the farm instead. My Mother was emotional and stopped schooling too. Later on, she had me then my brother; until she became emotional again and stopped being our mother. Me? I am always blessed and loved by the Universe and the Earthlings, they saw my potential and eagerness to learn new things. I choose to stay and share my knowledge. I wanted to become someone with a different attitude towards life; I'd rather not give than give out of pity; so if I'll give you something, it means you deserve it, not out of bias; I also want to be treated the same, win or lose I'll feel better, as long as it is righteous. Losing/failing will help me change and do the right thing. I am also into writing because I have plenty of ideas. I hope to earn a PHD; research papers are quite interesting; I will really have fun! I am into dancing, just for fun; Dancing is so funny specially if you can't get the steps then getting it right after, it doesn't bore. Singing is my natural born talent but I'm just kidding, maybe not 😃 just manifesting it. I have a book at Amazon KDP : https://amazon.com/roselynmina; written mostly to thank those who have helped me grow spiritually. I finished my Caregiving Training from Feb 2019 to Jan 2020; then became a certified career since 2021. I am working on my personal business, to pursue my passion with a purpose to help the world heal emotionally. I am becoming successful in this kind of business and I claimed it, because I want to manifest it. I am a team player, I want to have fun. I am kindhearted and beautiful inside and out but don't get me wrong, it depends on the person I'm dealing with, I can be rude too like super rude! Taking advantage of me is big no no. You'll get what you deserve later on. I am a goal-oriented person, passionate in writing and sharing the right way. I am in love in all new things specially with JK's personality; he made me laugh out loud, it's so healing. My academic side isn't that bad but also not too good because I still have a lot of knowledge to earn. My friend advised me to exaggerate little achievements though to help me attract more of it. I have a good voice and a good sense of humor if I choose to let it all out. I am passionate and compassionate. I practice an attitude of gratitude. I prefer to be alone than be surrounded by bad influencial people, but I am keeping my heart open for the good guys too. I am receiving support from the Angelic Beings and a future husband that communicates with me telepathically; I'm not sure if I have met him already, all I know is that, he can guide me well. Whenever I am out of my mind and feeling like in danger, he takes over; I may or may not recognize him personally but it doesn't matter, I think he can but I have trust issues so it's normal to not meet him sooner and it's also normal to not recognize him, I guess he already knew. I have an eye in music and arts and love to cook for me. If you believe you will be healed if you'll ask me to heal you intuitively then you will, but it was you that heals you, not me. I can dance and laugh. I am treasuring happy memories. I welcome new experiences. I'm excited with first time events I can travel, take pictures of me with my coalleagues. I can contribute and be of service. I like Song Joongkis movies 😁 he's such a good actor, I have watched most of his movies, but all of his movies in Netflix. But above all, I really love Photography! It's beautiful and exciting to look for good angles. It's a great brain exercise to look at better things in life. ❤ Welcome to my Blog! You're allowed to share your thoughts in the comment sections. Also, please follow and share if you like my artwork. It will help me notice that we share the same values.

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