Intentional

It’s funny to prove people wrong, it’s funny to see which people are intentionally hurting you from the people who are just having fun.

I can see the difference now, it’s very good lesson for me, though I went through that shit to learn how to be intentional.

You can intentionally hurt someone, but you can also intentionally salute and respect someone.

You can intentionally make someone read your message, you can intentionally make people react to your message.

Wow! That pain, all those bad messages really hurts, my thoughts are really brutal it really hurts.

But that’s really up to me now, should I let it disable them or uplift them, it depends upon their intentions and the measure they use to put me into deep shame.

If it’s just me, who’s doing it for me because of fear of being shamed or bullied, then I forgive myself.

I won’t be sorry, I will acknowledge my fault for being so scared of coming out to release everything I have that needs release.

Just like what I am doing now. I will be bullied, it’s okay, that’s not going to hurt me because I have been hurt already, I mean can it get any better dude?

It will heal over time, I will keep healing it. But men, I’m wounded, but I’m still smiling up, running to where I am heading.

It’s just training, strengthening up my soul searching. When I am completely healed and this cycle has ended, you will see a new me always ahead of time.

Follow me or not, your choice, but I am doing it. I am keeping it right, the future is now, it’s in my hands now.

Be intentional, be positively intentional, but also beware of these people who’s trying to trick you, they’re fishing, but if they’re here to help, then why not try it out! 13:13