On trusting

Confused by scenarios, no one is of help, you would either stop yourself and break it or trust yourself and just do it.
Your choice determines your success.
You were given the idea, now it’s up to you to risk it, be prepared should the worse thing happen.

For me, it’s all thoughts of shame and bullying that I stopped myself from rising. The thought of “What if I couldn’t make it” then that worse will happen, then all the negative thoughts floods in with me.
But then again, if you want to do it, just do it, if it fails then you just have to accept it, “Oh it happened sometimes.”

If you can do it, before it happens, then you would be safe from that shame, whatever that is.
Prevention is better than cure.
That patterns apply to all, not just in your health but also in your career, your relationship and finance.

Leave those that you can always return to later, you may not finished it, and they might have already taken it away from you when you return, it’s okay, at least you’ve done a little bit of it. Just do what’s urgent, and mostly it is what you truly want that pops in in the middle of doing something else.

Which one would you choose, the new one that you truly want or the goal that doesn’t really make much impact?
For me, it’s the one that I truly want that makes my heart happy.
Goals can be adjusted.
We can always go faster next time you’re on.
But the chance of doing something you really want when the opportunity comes in will not come back.

Take every time you see someone of help, specially if it’s urgent, like helping yourself when you know this is mostly needed.
A decision that will make you thank yourself for doing such thing because that’s what she truly wants.
The heart wants what it wants.
Your gut feeling is something you can’t really control, it’s always true.
So you must listen to it and just keep on moving.

The place may not be as clear as you think.
You may not know where to go when you come out.
But you can always ask questions, make use of your ability to express your concerns.
Believe in yourself, you can do it.
You don’t have to ask something that you don’t want.

My sir was so kind to me, I am allowed to go out there, he’s not forcing me to be stuck still.
I’m allowed to make friends, to get it, to perform well, to be very successful in any areas my life.
Unlike the thought I once had, that I am always not allowed and restricted only because I didn’t ask, I was too scared others will hear it.
But the truth is that, it’s okay, do it your way.
And just be happy.
Trust yourself as long as you’re not hurting anybody.

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