Promise not

Take only what resonates. I just listen to some voices. I’m not sure where it came from, but if it resonated with you, then click the like button, so I will also know.

Have fun!

“I really want to marry you but somehow I am affiliated with someone and I still couldn’t made up my mind yet.

I want to keep everything open between me and you because I know there’s a great potential within you and me.

You can be mine someday, but I cannot be yours because my heart is already tied to somebody, I so love her, I can’t let go.

‘Till death do us part, we promised each other. Now that she’s gone, I am so stuck here. I know I am helpless. I know I cannot move on, but I still want to have you.

I know how you’re feeling. Loving me without something in return. My heart belongs to the one who died, and with her my love get burried.

Still stuck in this burried love, so painful to me. I want to move on but I promised her. I am feeling this guilt of having you. I must be happy I know, but this guilt is also killing me. Shouldn’t have promised, but I already did.

I love someone, I thought it was you. I was thinking of her, it was crazy for you. I thought she was you. I thought she was the love of my life in you. Maybe it’s always been you.

Death isn’t the end, for your heart and mine remains. Until eternity, whatever faces we wear, we are still the same. But I am not sure of it, I am so depressed. Though I wanted something new, my wife just reminded me of you.

Everywhere I go, I see her. I know this is creepy. I made you feel dead within already. So maybe if you can let go of the old you, I will stop chasing you. I asked you to forgive me and let go of me already.

Like you, I also care about her, but she just wouldn’t listen. I thought I was giving her good advises by getting angry and giving her disapproval, but doesn’t stop her from doing what she wanted her life to end up like.

We’re probably just the same in so many ways. Caring too much to people who doesn’t care about us. Not listening, instead humiliating us and making us feel jealous of others because they listen to them anyway, and not us, making us feel worthless and useless.

But whatever advises I will give her she just wouldn’t listen to me. I don’t know, maybe I am stuck with her because of this tough love I have for her. Or maybe I just need to forgive her for doing this to me, and for making me feel unimportant.

So please help me let go of her.”

Alright, that’s the message.

Published by Pinky Rose

Hi My Name is Roselyn and I am a Graduate in Business Administration Major in Management Accounting. I wanted to pursue a degree related to Property Management. I saw Commerce as something new to me. The Mother side of the family have Nurses and I want to become a Doctor in Psychology. They're soldiers too! I applied for PAF but wasn't allowed to take the exam because of my Myopia. The father side are into Politics and Farming, I could have taken Political Science or Agriculture, but my choice goes to Accountancy because it sounds so cool and it has a board exam (a requirement to be a Scholar). There are also teachers on my father side. My father is a good farmer, I love his plants. I hope I can offer him something very important. He stopped schooling, he choose to help his parents at the farm instead. My Mother was emotional and stopped schooling too. Later on, she had me then my brother; until she became emotional again and stopped being our mother. Me? I am always blessed and loved by the Universe and the Earthlings, they saw my potential and eagerness to learn new things. I choose to stay and share my knowledge. I wanted to become someone with a different attitude towards life; I'd rather not give than give out of pity; so if I'll give you something, it means you deserve it, not out of bias; I also want to be treated the same, win or lose I'll feel better, as long as it is righteous. Losing/failing will help me change and do the right thing. I am also into writing because I have plenty of ideas. I hope to earn a PHD; research papers are quite interesting; I will really have fun! I am into dancing, just for fun; Dancing is so funny specially if you can't get the steps then getting it right after, it doesn't bore. Singing is my natural born talent but I'm just kidding, maybe not 😃 just manifesting it. I have a book at Amazon KDP : https://amazon.com/roselynmina; written mostly to thank those who have helped me grow spiritually. I finished my Caregiving Training from Feb 2019 to Jan 2020; then became a certified career since 2021. I am working on my personal business, to pursue my passion with a purpose to help the world heal emotionally. I am becoming successful in this kind of business and I claimed it, because I want to manifest it. I am a team player, I want to have fun. I am kindhearted and beautiful inside and out but don't get me wrong, it depends on the person I'm dealing with, I can be rude too like super rude! Taking advantage of me is big no no. You'll get what you deserve later on. I am a goal-oriented person, passionate in writing and sharing the right way. I am in love in all new things specially with JK's personality; he made me laugh out loud, it's so healing. My academic side isn't that bad but also not too good because I still have a lot of knowledge to earn. My friend advised me to exaggerate little achievements though to help me attract more of it. I have a good voice and a good sense of humor if I choose to let it all out. I am passionate and compassionate. I practice an attitude of gratitude. I prefer to be alone than be surrounded by bad influencial people, but I am keeping my heart open for the good guys too. I am receiving support from the Angelic Beings and a future husband that communicates with me telepathically; I'm not sure if I have met him already, all I know is that, he can guide me well. Whenever I am out of my mind and feeling like in danger, he takes over; I may or may not recognize him personally but it doesn't matter, I think he can but I have trust issues so it's normal to not meet him sooner and it's also normal to not recognize him, I guess he already knew. I have an eye in music and arts and love to cook for me. If you believe you will be healed if you'll ask me to heal you intuitively then you will, but it was you that heals you, not me. I can dance and laugh. I am treasuring happy memories. I welcome new experiences. I'm excited with first time events I can travel, take pictures of me with my coalleagues. I can contribute and be of service. I like Song Joongkis movies 😁 he's such a good actor, I have watched most of his movies, but all of his movies in Netflix. But above all, I really love Photography! It's beautiful and exciting to look for good angles. It's a great brain exercise to look at better things in life. ❤ Welcome to my Blog! You're allowed to share your thoughts in the comment sections. Also, please follow and share if you like my artwork. It will help me notice that we share the same values.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s

%d bloggers like this: