So I was asked to identify my weakness. It was a quote I was reading and it caught me. I have to take action to let me out.
Here I come! Take only what resonates if you’re reading this. If it doesn’t relate with your beliefs, just leave it for the best and for others who may be able to relate.
She’s reminiscing and realize one thing. About that quote, she was thinking, what else could it be aside from a thought of not having a family to back her up, to listen to her and consider her deepest desire.
It’s as if she’s always been wrong, and that really made her believe that she’s being unsupported and unrecognized. At the back of her mind she thought she has no family. No support system, noone recognizes her.
But is that really true? Just because her family doesn’t recognize her and always compared her to others who are better than her, she no longer have family, love and support? I guess it isn’t the truth.
Blinded with her emotions and her false belief. Because the truth is, she’s got a lot of acquaintances, classmates and coallegues who recognizes her, and accept her for who she is.
It may sound so awkward at first when she felt so rejected, but in the end of the day, she will be recognized anyway. Oh she sees it now, but it’s too late already.
The voice of the woman, destroying her beliefs about love and family have consumed her and put her to sleep. Depressing about how, when in fact she already knew how, she just have to let herself out, take action and do the right thing.
It was only one woman, supported by many. Her family’s with her and the rest of them who doesn’t know her. I guess it’s the right time for her to show them something she they haven’t seen before. Let’s see if they’ll be able to see the difference and correct their minds instead.
She’s aware that she couldn’t change everybody, so she stop changing them anyway. Instead, she focus her attention to changing herself to become the person she wants them to be unto her.
She’s family after all. Now who says she got no family to back her up, when she have the strongest self to provide her with everything she needed. Got no family? Got no Mother’s support and appreciation? Got no acknowledgement from family? Denied by a mother? Abandoned by a father?
Got a mother who will protect others mistakes/your enemies mistakes instead of listening to your needs and consoling your broken heart? Disrespected by a brother/sister? Humiliated by unknown relatives? Gossiped by unknown enemies? Charged of some bad things you didn’t do?
Oh well, you have the church to accept you. You have mother marry, clean and green, loving, supportive, trusted and open. A perfect mother you wished you had. She will not curse, she will heal you instead. She will not belittle you, but raised you up so you can see the truth. No need to beg nor to fit yourself in.
A mother of Jesus, the best mother of all. She’s clean untouched by any man before God. She loves you and her churches are open for us all. She forgive instead of holding grudges. She’s the most supportive and the most giving without expecting something in return.
She accepts little things and she’s so happy to receive you. You are most welcome and you are being praised for the little things that you give. Your good wishes will be granted. You are loved, you are protected. Your petitions are being listened to. Her glory attracts more of like minded people. You are safe.
The Lord Jesus shares her mother. He’s the most giving. He’s the most forgiving. He shares his father God. Through him, we have a holy family. So she was wrong, all this time, she’s looking at the wrong person, fierced eyes trying to stop herself from coming out, scared of what if she couldn’t make it.
But when she does, she did it anyway. There’s always enough strength, enough money, enough joy, enough courage, if you will only allow yourself to move forward, breathe and just keep on moving, without excuses nor procrastination. You will gain more power along the way, because the air that you breathe is energy itself, the source of life and power.