What you need to let go

New year’s celebration is coming and here I am working. Working in my dreams I mean. I want to become a good writer who can express someone else’s heart desires, so here I am practicing.

In my youth, I haven’t thought of becoming a writer. I was very bad in English and English have always been my lowest grade in my high school days. My teacher wouldn’t give me a 90 for it- she’ll laugh at me if she heard this.

I hated it so badly, and now I am speaking it and I can communicate with you in English. I can express my wants my desires and you’re understanding it, haven’t you?

I always wanted to become a nurse, because that’s all I know aside from being a teacher. The wealthy side of our family became nurses and doctors probably. Gladly, I became a trained Caregiver. Not necessarily have to work under that profession, but at least I have an option and I want to make more options.

I realized it’s better to earn more degrees and having to make it my options rather than earning people’s trust and making them my option. Oh that sounds painful. Although yeah, that’s a little easy to do; and passing exams, getting good grades, share it with others is kinda hard but I’m actually having fun doing it.

It’s funny how you’re able to help others improve their skills. It’s funny whenever you become part of a specific group, that without you it wouldn’t have been complete because they just couldn’t find someone who is most suited, given the lesser time left for them to make that decision.

Sounds a little good luck for me, but I did all my best to make it happen. I mean, nobody started as a master. We all have to go through multiple success and lessons before we became fully trained with one certain thing.

Setting a goal is very important because that goal will keep your knees up. It will trigger you to get up whenever you’re feeling down. Whenever emotions trapped you down, you still have the courage to get up and find ways to get up and keep moving, because you have a goal that you must achieve, whatever it takes.

Even if it takes your face and all your fear of shame away, give it up, and surrender all these worries because it’s not going to help you in the end. It’s just a garbage that must be thrown away or you will smell like a rotten food, like a poison it is, to your brain and to your soul, of course your body’s always affected. It will end up suffering. So let go of those worries.

Now I know what to let go, soon as I knew this, I already knew how to let it go. It’s just worries, to sum it up. I see how beautiful writing is. I just let my thoughts comes out and boom along the way, I finally get what I needed. The answer to your question is within you, just let it come to you.

Sometimes, we rest a bit, we write about a certain topic and now I am here. What a wonderful surprise! I didn’t even put a title to this one yet so that I will know how to end it. So that I can keep my thoughts flowing without limits. I know I am halfway there. Char!

Published by irose

Hi! I'm Roselyn! Username: irose PayPal www.paypal.me/RoselynMina I'm a dreamer, bound to face all my fears, traumas, etc. I have been through shit, running away from my bliss. But I guess, I've had enough that I want to just be myself. *My mother dreamt of something great; I think I am doing it, this time!⛄

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