Getting out from my Comfort zone #7: The best revenge is to relax and be happy

“The past is history, today is a gift, that’s why it’s called present.” Kungfu 🐼

Oh yeah, we cannot change the past but I can always change my reaction. If the man think I will be the same person again after treating me that way, he’s wrong. He’ll die first before he can disrespect me again. No worries, I’ll do the best I can, to build myself and stand up stronger farther from them.

My reaction changed from being inferior to being happy. Like who cares of him, he’s nothing compared to me, if my mother choose him, I’ll choose another mother then, why insist with someone who doesn’t even see you as their own, when there are too many hungry mother’s wanting to have a child-like me 😁. It’s an era where self pity is being criticized. “All I knew is that she’s able and doesn’t need our help; what’s the use of her money if not pay others who can do her wants and help her needs.”

I have already decided, so here we go! Travel the world. The only one stopping me is my care towards a mother who didn’t even care about my feelings. Oh I care about her jealousy, I actually liked by stepmother more than her; but I choose to stay low so she can slay me and so she would feel better about herself. I choose to not be known char, so she won’t be exposed. Holding back my abilities is the worst torture I did to myself just to keep her safe and feel chosen.

This time, I am not holding back. I have a new family now, waiting to be accepted, I actually have a stepmother, a father and a little brother. I cannot force my little brothers older brother to come to me but if he would I will help him. He’s always welcome at my new parents house. Oh and besides, I’m getting my own too 🙏. Someday, I’ll find a new mother, a good one. I mean, I can share a mother with my future husband 😁. I’ll be a good daughter, that’s what I always wanted to be, but my mother doesn’t let me, she choose to deny me 😭. But I’m okay, really, I understand her situation.

For now, let’s swim!

After so many years, char, we’re finally able to come out of from our comfort zone. They’ve been so busy with their lives. I felt so bored around, my other friend went back to her parents place to give birth.

We’ve finally reunited. Here comes my college buddies! 💜

We ate together afterwards 🥁

“Life is about not caring too much and respecting others choices. If it doesn’t suits your needs, then leave. Change your direction, to find the right people. There’s nothing wrong with you, you’re just with the wrong ones.” – Beu 🧲

Published by Pinky Rose

Hi My Name is Roselyn and I am a Graduate in Business Administration Major in Management Accounting. I wanted to pursue a degree related to Property Management. I saw Commerce as something new to me. The Mother side of the family have Nurses and I want to become a Doctor in Psychology. They're soldiers too! I applied for PAF but wasn't allowed to take the exam because of my Myopia. The father side are into Politics and Farming, I could have taken Political Science or Agriculture, but my choice goes to Accountancy because it sounds so cool and it has a board exam (a requirement to be a Scholar). There are also teachers on my father side. My father is a good farmer, I love his plants. I hope I can offer him something very important. He stopped schooling, he choose to help his parents at the farm instead. My Mother was emotional and stopped schooling too. Later on, she had me then my brother; until she became emotional again and stopped being our mother. Me? I am always blessed and loved by the Universe and the Earthlings, they saw my potential and eagerness to learn new things. I choose to stay and share my knowledge. I wanted to become someone with a different attitude towards life; I'd rather not give than give out of pity; so if I'll give you something, it means you deserve it, not out of bias; I also want to be treated the same, win or lose I'll feel better, as long as it is righteous. Losing/failing will help me change and do the right thing. I am also into writing because I have plenty of ideas. I hope to earn a PHD; research papers are quite interesting; I will really have fun! I am into dancing, just for fun; Dancing is so funny specially if you can't get the steps then getting it right after, it doesn't bore. Singing is my natural born talent but I'm just kidding, maybe not 😃 just manifesting it. I have a book at Amazon KDP :; written mostly to thank those who have helped me grow spiritually. I finished my Caregiving Training from Feb 2019 to Jan 2020; then became a certified career since 2021. I am working on my personal business, to pursue my passion with a purpose to help the world heal emotionally. I am becoming successful in this kind of business and I claimed it, because I want to manifest it. I am a team player, I want to have fun. I am kindhearted and beautiful inside and out but don't get me wrong, it depends on the person I'm dealing with, I can be rude too like super rude! Taking advantage of me is big no no. You'll get what you deserve later on. I am a goal-oriented person, passionate in writing and sharing the right way. I am in love in all new things specially with JK's personality; he made me laugh out loud, it's so healing. My academic side isn't that bad but also not too good because I still have a lot of knowledge to earn. My friend advised me to exaggerate little achievements though to help me attract more of it. I have a good voice and a good sense of humor if I choose to let it all out. I am passionate and compassionate. I practice an attitude of gratitude. I prefer to be alone than be surrounded by bad influencial people, but I am keeping my heart open for the good guys too. I am receiving support from the Angelic Beings and a future husband that communicates with me telepathically; I'm not sure if I have met him already, all I know is that, he can guide me well. Whenever I am out of my mind and feeling like in danger, he takes over; I may or may not recognize him personally but it doesn't matter, I think he can but I have trust issues so it's normal to not meet him sooner and it's also normal to not recognize him, I guess he already knew. I have an eye in music and arts and love to cook for me. If you believe you will be healed if you'll ask me to heal you intuitively then you will, but it was you that heals you, not me. I can dance and laugh. I am treasuring happy memories. I welcome new experiences. I'm excited with first time events I can travel, take pictures of me with my coalleagues. I can contribute and be of service. I like Song Joongkis movies 😁 he's such a good actor, I have watched most of his movies, but all of his movies in Netflix. But above all, I really love Photography! It's beautiful and exciting to look for good angles. It's a great brain exercise to look at better things in life. ❤ Welcome to my Blog! You're allowed to share your thoughts in the comment sections. Also, please follow and share if you like my artwork. It will help me notice that we share the same values.

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