Look within

Searching outside not getting anything. Begging for love that’s not worth the pain. Moving on tired, ain’t productive. Desire that cannot be granted because you’re looking at the wrong person.

Look within, at least try it. If the outside can’t provide, it’s because they don’t have what you needed. It’s within you, because what you truly needed is yourself.

Approval from a self, love from a self, attention from a self, appreciation from a self, everything that’s not from this world is within yourself. Look within, you had it since the day you were born.

You knew it just ain’t believing, because you cannot see it, but others can. It’s not all flaws, it’s also your glows. Some are honest, that’s so good to hear. My friend Vien, is an honest person. I hear her even if she’s teasing me oftentimes. She knew my childish self within.

Above all, there are really good memories within that only a few knew about, because they were there when it happened. Memories of the past is cool, just embrace it and learn to let go of those that ain’t useful for this moment.

Acceptance of your feelings helps you rejoice, it’s a good sign that you’re still human. If you longed something outside but cannot be forced, then look within and draw it from there.

Look within, search for your friends, they’re just right there waiting to be tapped. Friends who Care, love and accepted you for who you really are. You are not being forgotten because you’re a good Angel. Time flies but memories remains. It can only be hidden or it can be shown.

Look within, the memories of your first achievement, first love, first graduation, first birthday, first parents, first friends, first family. They’re all just waiting for you and willing to give you a hand.

Look within, the answers are within. Maybe you’re just lying if you’re still searching. Sometimes when you’re not ready to hear the truth, you act like it doesn’t exist, but all this you know there’s something wrong; you’re not being honest with yourself. You lied because the truth will change your life.

Look within, you know it’s for good and if it’s not then at least you can change it, self-awareness is the first step for a good change. If things aren’t working well with you, maybe because you are called to change thoughts, thus change your direction. You must look within and trust that you are right.

“Your thoughts are magic, if you beleive it, it will get manifested.” Me

Published by Pinky Rose

I am a graduate in Business Administration major in Management Accounting but I'm not really practicing it 😁 It made me sound cool and I loved it. Although, I am still working with one of the most prestigious financial company in the entire Universe 👍. But I will become a Certified Broker before I turn 40. I decided to take up Commerce before because it was something new to me; the mother side of the family have Nurses and I want to become a Doctor in Psychology now; a psychiatrist and I am my first patient 🤫, it's so natural to me; they're soldiers too, but I wasn't allowed to take the exam the last time I applied for PAF because of my myopia. The father side are into politics, I could have taken political science but it wasn't offered at my University back then but if it was offered, I still wouldn't get it because it's expensive and I was only a scholar back then; but mostly, on my father side, they're teachers. My father is a good farmer, I hope I can offer him something very important. He doesn't like school he choose to help his parents when he was young. He doesn't like school; he likes women 😂 and my mother likes men 😂, I mean, they liked dating more than putting themselves to school for whatever reasons, I don't believe it; they could have done it if they only choose it. I ended up pursuing the new way where it doesn't follow any of them; I can feel how they looked down at my parents because they haven't finished anything; they never stopped destroying them until my family's broken. So me, I graduated in Business Administration in which none of them have pursued; I wanted to become someone with a different attitude towards life; I'd rather not give than give out of pity. I am also into writing because they're not really into writing. I am into dancing because these people don't really dance. Singing is my natural born talent 😂 but I'm just kidding. I have a book at Amazon KDP : https://amazon.com/roselynmina; written mostly to thank those who have helped me grow spiritually. I finished my Caregiving Training from Feb 2019 to Jan 2020; then became a certified career since 2021. I am working on my personal business, to pursue my passion with a purpose to help spread good vibes. I am becoming successful in this kind of business, I claimed it, because I want to manifest it. I am a team player, I want to have fun. I am kindhearted, yes I am. I am beautiful inside and out, charot. I am a goal-oriented person. I am passionate in writing. I am passionate in sharing. I am in love in all new things. I am in love with JK's personality; he made me laugh out loud, it's so healing. I have great success in my academic side, my friend advised me to exaggerate little achievements to help me attract more of it 🤣. It's a mind trick. I have a good voice. I have a good sense of humor. I have passion. I have compassion. I have an attitude of gratitude. I have friends who's always with me in my ups and downs. I have an acting mother coz she likes acting dead, her broken-heart is dead 🤣 I have great support from the angels. I have a best friend who communicates with me telepathically. I have an eye in music and arts. I love to cook for me. I love to tell good news. I love to be of help. I love to help but not too much. I love to heal. I love to dance. I love to laugh. I love BTS. I love happy memories. I love new experiences. I love first time experiences. I love travelling. I love taking pictures of me and my coalleagues. It's called selfie 😛. I love being me, childish around close friends but I little distant with new acquaintances, I have trust issues 😂. I love to contribute. I love to appreciate. I love to be of service. I love to work lightly. I practice tarot card reading; but actually, I just listened to them, I can learn from listening. I practice song writing, but these days I watch Joongkis movies 😁 he's such a good actor. I practice poem writing but I also stopped coz sometimes it's just boring. I don't care if you will bless me. I don't Care if you will love me and accept me for who I am and what I am not. I don't care if you will marry me or not but I hope you will, haha. I love wearing hanbok but I don't really have one. I don't care if you will praise me or not. I don't care, your choice! I will still be happy no matter what; even if it's just a joke. Aside from that, I really love Photography 🤭

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