If you really wanted it, you won’t find excuses; you will do it right away, the situation doesn’t matter. But if you don’t really want it, you’ll have lots of excuses, delays, etc.
I confessed to a friend, that I liked him and that I’m actually so connected with him. I asked if he ever have feelings for me and he said, “NO”. He has no feelings to anyone and that includes me. Awesome, right? I love pain.
It’s hard when you can’t be yourself because you have no right to be YOU. It’s better to be shining so distant than be with someone you’re not allowed to be yourself around. It’s saves time; there is no point of being together when you’re so distant and like strangers who doesn’t know each other.
The reason why I don’t want to get a dog is not because I don’t have a place for it; it’s because I didn’t want it. The reason why I don’t like to have expensive cat pets is not because I have no place for it, but because I don’t really like cats; I learned to like them because they like me.
What I really wanted is a Bird; their tweets really help me relax. It’s therapeutic and at the same time very loving and friendly; I think. I’m excited to have it in my hands. I hope I’ll be able to connect with it.
Pursue things you really really want so you won’t waste time in the wrong direction. If you don’t know it yet, then give time to figure it out, then start slow but keep going. Don’t forget to have fun on your way there.
In my case, I really wanted to do blogging and selling; I want to be successful in online marketing because I want to travel while working. I want a life, I want to see the world and connect with nature so much; but at the same time, I also wanna help my broken family.
I want to help them separately, and thinking about separation is really painful; but I have to go through it, I have to accept reality, no matter how crazy their lives has become and how scared I was to face them all.
It all started with a want, a desire, a passion, a goal and purpose to inspire and make a difference. It’s a journey of forgiveness, acceptance, doing something, and of course a lot of prayers to let go of toxicities and bitter desires.
Sometimes, you know it’s not it, but you still do it because you don’t trust yourself. Trust your instincts, that’s what my acquaintances kept telling me; stop acting like you don’t know, because you know.
Climbing, Rocks! 