Growing up is really a good thing, specially if you’re a woman.
The very thing that I kept feeling weird about is totally the thing that I really want the most.
One thing that I’m really scared of trying is that one thing that I kept on searching.
So when I decided to be an adult, to take on responsibilities no matter how creepy this gets; letting go of my reasons not to experience that very thing I really wanted to have us just the right thing to do.
Learning how my actions really affect others; just by being aware of it makes me feel empowered as a woman.
Anyways, I noticed that people in the Jeepney starts respecting me and allowing me to sit first before them; that’s something cool right?
I went to the gym today, and I feel uncomfortable; but there’s no other way to do it. I was being supported. It felt awkward, but it was all I needed.
I am learning and growing and I think I deserve to celebrate and accept my new self for finally having the guts to come out from her comfort zone.