I was just a child, now I’m an adult. I never thought I would be engaging with the best people in the world. Sometimes, I feel like I couldn’t make it, but sometimes I feel like, “you know what, it’s just a feeling; let’s try it.”
I had full of doubts, not of others but of myself that I didn’t give myself a chance to show its greatest potential. I also want to unlock that part of me who felt safe to speak up, to think big, to be responsible; and I think, I already wanted stability.
My anxieties shouldn’t come to my nerves anymore, but it still does. Sometimes, I get worried and my traumas got triggered. It affected the people around me, and it made me look crazy, but at the same time I’m also happy because atleast I had the opportunity to change and be aware of my actions.
My empathy may not be that strong enough yet but that’s something that I really have to work on. Putting myself in someone else’s shoes and really get interested in others and also being there to care for them. I think the “Why Why Analysis” really help me.
After all, that analysis really hit me. I actually have a skill to detect, and spot something, like I shouldn’t be assuming. I have to make a good connection; divert the topic. Most importantly, trust the process and your instincts.