My anxieties became worst year 2015; with my first personal relationship. The thought of the future makes me feel anxious because I was a negative thinker.
So I changed my thinking; everytime I think of the future, I only think of thinks that are too good to be true. I have decided that even if it felt scary, it actually felt so good.
So yesterday, we had an ice cream. Thinking about the next steps and the next level… positively. It’s too good to be true to be successful in trying the first time after the longest time, but it’s possible.
Thinking about negativities brings back all the negativities in life and that’s the cause of all our fears and anxieties; so the solution is to believe in something that is too good to be true, until it gets manifested.
Anxieties brings back depression; they’re partners, they go wherever the other goes. So, to fight back depression, you must address your anxieties first; that is by thinking positively.
So yesterday, I applied my positive thinking skills. I went out with workmates, ate snacks and went to anytime gym to inquire, I did not hesitate to go out with them. It was amazing. I have finally visited the place and learned their rules. Soon as there is a budget, I will surely join them. They have a key fob I can use anytime to be in that gym anywhere.
“I think I am really joining tomorrow. I already have the budget and I have to be positive all the way through it’s because it has been written. It’s all budgeted. Why not? “
After that, I waited for Ayala Blocs to open and I saw my tenured workmates there. We talked about books, since I went there to buy a book. “Now that reminds me of the book I still have to finish.”
Anyway, I met them twice while searching for fully booked, that was awesome. So I went ahead and saw a side with dresses, so I went inside and bought a nice dress; the vendor next stall was too kind to offer me a big cellophane to put in my things, so I bought another nice long sleeve from him.
Then I kept going down to fully booked; I liked a lot of books and I decided to buy this one first: You are a badass. I liked the title. I picked it up and then paid it for less than a thousand.
After that, I decided to watch a movie ; I have always wanted to visit their cinema I just couldn’t find more time for it so I finally did it yesterday! I watched the Little Mermaid and I totally liked the ending. I was with little girls wearing mermaid dresses together with their competitive parents.
It was an expensive show but I bought the ticket because it’s the earliest plus there’s a party for kids. I took the opportunity to have fun with them. Allowing my princess baby self to be with them in that moment.
The movies was so thrilling and I totally liked the ending. So, my life that time was fulfilled. Now I can cancel my Netflix subscription? I feel like I’m not using it anymore but I want to keep it still to watch old movies. Cinemas for new movies.
Another thing that is too good to be true is me having to finally be a part of something I really really wanted to be a part of. I think I can work on it by having fun while learning. I can do this.
Climbing, Rocks! 