“Diving deep” will be my new Site Title starting April 2024. This is where I will remember and share the good times in the past that had been forgotten due to uncontrollable events in life, poor choices and weaknesses.
Part of my writing journey is rediscovering my long forgotten self, her dreams, her wants, and things that makes her happy. Adulting is hard specially if your life is getting busier.
Despite that, we must also remember that it’s also our responsibility to make time to celebrate our friends success, our small wins and thank those who have helped those people who have helped them help you.
It sounds overacting to reminisce the past and laugh at ourselves because we did all those stuffs when we shouldn’t. Now that we’ve finally done the right thing by courage, faith and trust; we’re good to reminisce the past with gratitude!
April 13-14-15 was my best day ever! I received a very good news! I’m not expecting anything but I hope a wish will be granted. The Lord knows what I mean; a fruit of my dedication. Gathering little achievements and rebuilding my strengths to pursue the thing I want for the good of all.
I’m so thankful and grateful that someone expresses her care, and it’s also my first time to be acknowledged. I have never felt that happy and that acknowledged; although I was acknowledged by my teachers back in school for my accomplishments and dedication, also at work, with good leaders and supportive colleagues; those who acknowledge me, also get acknowledged.
I have never heard my mother nor my father’s “I’m proud of you”, something that is lacking. I never felt acknowledged by my own family, that’s why it’s hard for me to thank those who are proud of me; I have a feeling that it’s not true or it’s too good to be true because it’s not coming from my own Mother; but it’s true and I deserve all there praises because I worked hard for it and I think they deserve to be thanked for acknowledging me also.
I used to deny my own abilities but my friends never stopped reminding me that I’m blessed and to always pray and thank. I’m proud of them for really pursuing their dreams and I’m cheering for them. They inspired me to also push harder and make them proud. I will always give time for them; for their special life events and will work on myself as well, so that one day I will be the one inviting them in my special events; I hope to have one.
If you’re proud of me, I’ll be proud of you; if you don’t want me around, neither do I. So to the families who have been kind to me, you have my grace and I’ll forever be thankful and grateful for your kindness to those who aren’t specially those who despise my presence, then you will not hear nor feel that I’m around.
Be with people who are happy to have you around. Give time to those who were there and those who have invited you, who have understood you and who have secretly adored you from afar; who are happy to see you and are happy to be loved by you.
Now that I’m adulting, I value those people who valued me in the past; who are happy to have me around and those who wants to have me around. For those who doesn’t, let them be; my time is precious, if it’s not appreciated then it’s wasted; and I want to value my time because it’s precious to me. I will forever be thankful and grateful for those who gave time to be with me; I will treasure those moments.
The real essence of friendship and dedication in everything that you do is when you acknowledged others success and brag it around like it’s yours! I’m so thankful and grateful to those people who are real and despite of their busy schedules they really gave time. “TIME” and making yourself “AVAILABLE.”
Climbing, Rocks! 