Choose to be different from the crowd, it’s more interesting and challenging. No it’s not lonely like others have misunderstood of me travelling alone; it’s actually very crazy and exciting!
You get to know new people, you’ll get to experience asking the right questions, specially if it’s about directions. You’ll learn to negotiate and really communicate with them, and not only that, you’ll also learn to learn their ways which makes the journey so funny and memorable.
I was once a scared little brat who depends so much on others decision. I was a follower and was not satisfied with the things I’m doing, because it’s not really what I wanted to do. It also takes time to figure out what I really wanted in life, but eventually, I was able to spot my areas of interest.
In order to spot that, you have to really listen to yourself; learn what makes her happy and let her be herself, support her, build connection with her and gain her trust. In other words, you’ll have to be limitless for you. In order for you to be fully supported, you must be like a mother who is going to do everything to provide for your needs.
Trauma really caught me off guard that I’m really running away from my desires. I also thought that it’s wrong to want because that’s what I was taught, “You shall not want.” I know how tempting to still be in that mentality just to keep me safe from judgement. Nobody wants to be judged.
Everyone’s going to be judged anyway, and as long as you’re not really wanting something that’s not yours, then you’re free to want anything new. Create new dreams and new realities. Always keep your heart and mind open to move on things that isn’t for you and people that’s not chosing you.
You deserve a better love, unconditional and true. Only give all of you to anything that’s valuing you more than you value yourself; someone who sees your potential, developed you and never made you feel incompetent. Like people who tracks your progress instead of your failures.
Last year, I took a big leap of faith. I had no other choice but to be my most authentic and best self; what’s next? I didn’t know, I just trust in the lord and the process. I turned my back from the past and moved towards my dreams.
I also embraced change, laughed at my mistakes and enjoyed learning from it. Most of the time, you just have to react positively, accept feedback, learn the right way, take action and commit to continuous improvement. It’s more of like moving on to the right direction without any thoughts of revenge.
Accept that you were wrong in the past, so move on and keep moving on; just breathe and just do it. If they can’t do it, do it yourself. Some roads are meant to be travelled alone for your own sake. Life is peaceful when you’re alone, no dramas, no other thoughts, just you. You are the master, you decide what you want to do.
Climbing, Rocks! 