New workmates (if it resonates)

15 more days to go and I will be in that place unknown.

I have been oriented, yet I still have to meet them.

I am feeling excited, but I am also feeling this panic attack.

Butterflies in my stomach made me feel like running away.

I know I am fine, I know I’ll be fine.

If I could stand the test of time, I’ll get to have the courage to finally live that life.

The life I always wanted, different from this.

I knew I’m still a bit dreaming. But I am also working.

There is no time for worries, there is only time for joy.

I’ll keep my heart open. I’ll let them lead the way.

It’s time to listen, and follow just as they say.

If I can do this, they can do this.

I’ll be fine, I’ll be kind.

I’ll tell the truth about my dreams.

I’ll let them know, I hope we’re heading the same way too.

Might be different from me, but same goal as me.

To serve better, to rank better, to perform better, to be better.

I must do my best because they deserve the best.

I must give my all because they deserve my all.

I must submit, because they deserve my submission.

If they can, I can.

This is the job I always wanted to have.

It’s finally here, I’m getting there.

I deserve this, they deserve this.

We must give our best so they will give us the best.

We must show them the best results so they will show us the best of them.

They deserve the best me.

It’s not true that they are jealous about me, the company loves me, that’s why they hired me.

I am being paid by the company not by the coallegues.

I believe they have their own way

They’re my boss, I respect them because I can learn from them.

They’re masters in what they do, I must listen to them.

They’re masters in what they say I must ask questions through them because I know they know.

I must be resilient, I must learn to trust the masters in the group.

Someday I will become like them, someday someone will become like me.

I want to be of help I know they want to be of help too.

I must think positive, that’s what my angels say and do.

It doesn’t matter where I’m coming from now, it matters where I am going from now.

I wish to fulfill my dreams.

I want to have that house.

Big space, big home, big comfortroom, big room.

Big kitchen, big savings, big followers.

I want to get that degree I told you about.

For sure I will get that license I am talking about.

I will follow the masters, I will be me to deliver something that is meant to be.

I want to perform better and be better.

I want to be lucky and be happy.

I want to be blessed and be happy.

I want to be the best I can be because that is me.

I will get what I deserve, I know I will.

In the first three months I will be a master.

With that basic skill, I will be developed.

Time to time I will become the best.

Once I’m already the best, I can start something new to be the best at.

For now, I need to focus until that day I’ve reach level 4.

Then I can take up my masteral and keep it open to train myself as something else.

I can keep it open for the company to value me and call me their own.

I will be happy, I am already happy.

I knew I can deliver well, I know I can master it well.

I must master it so that I can help the rest. A never ending cycle I have already started since I took up my Care giving thing.

My training starts there.

I was done with 0 level.

Now I am at level 1.

I’m in my way to level 2 as long as I master that level 1.

I will enjoy receiving incentives. I will, I will.

So let’s get back on our knees and let go of the rest.

It’s time to be the best. It’s time to be the best.

I’ll keep myself open for my other thing. I’ll make this partime something to have some fun.

Something to go out with, something to serve with.

I’ll keep myself doing what I’m already doing.

But I’ll make sure that I’ll be the best in all areas I am with.

They accepted me for who I am and what I am.

They want me because I dance, I sing, I write, I have a lot of things to do.

They want me because I am blogging, I am sharing, I am also reading.

They want me because I am traveling, I am investing, I am saving.

They want me for being who I am.

In this place I can be who I am.

This is the source that I want in.

This is the source that I want to be in.

I’ll keep it open, I’ll keep it known.

These people accept me for what I am. Just like how I was accepted at CELI for being me.

No need to worry, I am being accepted there.

No need to hesitate to tell the truth because I am finally being listened to.

I am more than what I am. More than what I deserve.

I am more than a gift. I am a gift.

I hope I will be of help to the people in need.

I hope to be of service to the people in need. I hope to be me all the time so that I can share more to them.

I am being taken cared, I will be fine.

I am fine.

Published by Pinky Rose

Hi My Name is Roselyn and I am a Graduate in Business Administration Major in Management Accounting. I wanted to pursue a degree related to Property Management. I saw Commerce as something new to me. The Mother side of the family have Nurses and I want to become a Doctor in Psychology. They're soldiers too! I applied for PAF but wasn't allowed to take the exam because of my Myopia. The father side are into Politics and Farming, I could have taken Political Science or Agriculture, but my choice goes to Accountancy because it sounds so cool and it has a board exam (a requirement to be a Scholar). There are also teachers on my father side. My father is a good farmer, I love his plants. I hope I can offer him something very important. He stopped schooling, he choose to help his parents at the farm instead. My Mother was emotional and stopped schooling too. Later on, she had me then my brother; until she became emotional again and stopped being our mother. Me? I am always blessed and loved by the Universe and the Earthlings, they saw my potential and eagerness to learn new things. I choose to stay and share my knowledge. I wanted to become someone with a different attitude towards life; I'd rather not give than give out of pity; so if I'll give you something, it means you deserve it, not out of bias; I also want to be treated the same, win or lose I'll feel better, as long as it is righteous. Losing/failing will help me change and do the right thing. I am also into writing because I have plenty of ideas. I hope to earn a PHD; research papers are quite interesting; I will really have fun! I am into dancing, just for fun; Dancing is so funny specially if you can't get the steps then getting it right after, it doesn't bore. Singing is my natural born talent but I'm just kidding, maybe not 😃 just manifesting it. I have a book at Amazon KDP :; written mostly to thank those who have helped me grow spiritually. I finished my Caregiving Training from Feb 2019 to Jan 2020; then became a certified career since 2021. I am working on my personal business, to pursue my passion with a purpose to help the world heal emotionally. I am becoming successful in this kind of business and I claimed it, because I want to manifest it. I am a team player, I want to have fun. I am kindhearted and beautiful inside and out but don't get me wrong, it depends on the person I'm dealing with, I can be rude too like super rude! Taking advantage of me is big no no. You'll get what you deserve later on. I am a goal-oriented person, passionate in writing and sharing the right way. I am in love in all new things specially with JK's personality; he made me laugh out loud, it's so healing. My academic side isn't that bad but also not too good because I still have a lot of knowledge to earn. My friend advised me to exaggerate little achievements though to help me attract more of it. I have a good voice and a good sense of humor if I choose to let it all out. I am passionate and compassionate. I practice an attitude of gratitude. I prefer to be alone than be surrounded by bad influencial people, but I am keeping my heart open for the good guys too. I am receiving support from the Angelic Beings and a future husband that communicates with me telepathically; I'm not sure if I have met him already, all I know is that, he can guide me well. Whenever I am out of my mind and feeling like in danger, he takes over; I may or may not recognize him personally but it doesn't matter, I think he can but I have trust issues so it's normal to not meet him sooner and it's also normal to not recognize him, I guess he already knew. I have an eye in music and arts and love to cook for me. If you believe you will be healed if you'll ask me to heal you intuitively then you will, but it was you that heals you, not me. I can dance and laugh. I am treasuring happy memories. I welcome new experiences. I'm excited with first time events I can travel, take pictures of me with my coalleagues. I can contribute and be of service. I like Song Joongkis movies 😁 he's such a good actor, I have watched most of his movies, but all of his movies in Netflix. But above all, I really love Photography! It's beautiful and exciting to look for good angles. It's a great brain exercise to look at better things in life. ❤ Welcome to my Blog! You're allowed to share your thoughts in the comment sections. Also, please follow and share if you like my artwork. It will help me notice that we share the same values.

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