Your future plan (see if it resonates)

It’s time to crack my enemies.

I have been belittled until the very end.

This has to stop by starting new.

New source, just something new.

I can see the difference between them and the new.

They’re intruding me, they’re gossiping about me.

They’re trying to manipulate me, specially the mother that I knew.

I wanted to help her, to make a new, but she can’t and she won’t.

She will still hand me over to her brother who will kill me and her.

That’s how she trusted her brother, as if he doesn’t have a family who will torture me in the end.

They’be done it before, they cast me away. They will do it again. Let’s see if they can.

I trusted her, but she just blew my trust away.

I choose her because she helped me, I thought I’m still young and needed a guardian.

But I’m old now, I deserve to own everything.

They told me to make it one, they forgot they have different last name, how can I trust them.

I have to give it to the mother that lives in me, in my name through my name she will feel assured that she will be forgiven.

Happiness be in her, happiness be in me.

She will not own anything coming from me, but she can share with me.

Up to her, she can come and ask anything she wants, now that I can see the real her from the one that I used to be.

If I’d be the head of their clan I will crack their lives into pieces so they will no longer reunite with the devil.

I am here quiet, building my own army to help me create a new me.

The pattern will be cracked by creating another way.

Something new, something different from what they knew.

They kept telling lies as if it is true, trying to bring me back to the place I no longer know.

They’ve been stagnant like water, their lives kept repeating the same way, but they no longer have me.

I have cracked them, if they will follow me, it’s up to them, but I will keep it open.

They’re still dragging me down, but they’re no longer because I’m too strong, they can’t pull me down.

They said they’re too many, yes they are, I hope they’re letting go now if they keep pulling me down anyway.

They’re good at hitching, they’re good at nothing.

No matter how they pull me, they can’t climb up my tree because I am rooted differently.

They must return to that place unknown and let go of their plans of trying to pull me down.

Their eyes are evil, oh I’m scared but I’m fine I’m just acting.

I will of course cast them away, because I knew their deeds, I knew what they have done.

I cannot change their ways, but I can change my perspective.

If I’ll fight against them, I’m a crazy man, but if I’ll keep moving, leaving them behind, I’lol become stronger than ever before.

I must grow up now, fighting back only means I am still immature.

I must handle things like a wise would say.

I must show them that I can, without them behind.

They kept on calling my old name, who is that anyway.

She’s no longer me, I am no longer her.

I am someone who looks like her, but deffinitely not the one I used to be.

The other girl has a long hair, the new one got a new hair.

The old hair died, the new one arise.

It’s time to let go of everything that they thought I am.

I have changed a lot, since that day I’m gone.

I must work with the new one, better than the old one.

They still act like the old one even if they’re no one.

Teting to talk to someone, they think I’m still am.

But I am no longer that weak woman, they always thought I am.

I can only show my new self to them, I can no longer feed the devil they kept talking with.

It’s time to be myself, it’s time to be someone I wanted to be.

It’s time to stop acting because it’s no longer working.

If I act like a child, they can make me feel frustrated.

But if I’ll show them the real me, they can make me feel good in all ways.

I hate acting, I always do, but the devils wants something old not new.

So I’ll stay with anyone new. It’s time to let go the old you.

I must talk like I am talking to the new you even if you’re not the one I am talking to.

Published by Pinky Rose

Hi My Name is Roselyn and I am a Graduate in Business Administration Major in Management Accounting. I wanted to pursue a degree related to Property Management. I saw Commerce as something new to me. The Mother side of the family have Nurses and I want to become a Doctor in Psychology. They're soldiers too! I applied for PAF but wasn't allowed to take the exam because of my Myopia. The father side are into Politics and Farming, I could have taken Political Science or Agriculture, but my choice goes to Accountancy because it sounds so cool and it has a board exam (a requirement to be a Scholar). There are also teachers on my father side. My father is a good farmer, I love his plants. I hope I can offer him something very important. He stopped schooling, he choose to help his parents at the farm instead. My Mother was emotional and stopped schooling too. Later on, she had me then my brother; until she became emotional again and stopped being our mother. Me? I am always blessed and loved by the Universe and the Earthlings, they saw my potential and eagerness to learn new things. I choose to stay and share my knowledge. I wanted to become someone with a different attitude towards life; I'd rather not give than give out of pity; so if I'll give you something, it means you deserve it, not out of bias; I also want to be treated the same, win or lose I'll feel better, as long as it is righteous. Losing/failing will help me change and do the right thing. I am also into writing because I have plenty of ideas. I hope to earn a PHD; research papers are quite interesting; I will really have fun! I am into dancing, just for fun; Dancing is so funny specially if you can't get the steps then getting it right after, it doesn't bore. Singing is my natural born talent but I'm just kidding, maybe not 😃 just manifesting it. I have a book at Amazon KDP :; written mostly to thank those who have helped me grow spiritually. I finished my Caregiving Training from Feb 2019 to Jan 2020; then became a certified career since 2021. I am working on my personal business, to pursue my passion with a purpose to help the world heal emotionally. I am becoming successful in this kind of business and I claimed it, because I want to manifest it. I am a team player, I want to have fun. I am kindhearted and beautiful inside and out but don't get me wrong, it depends on the person I'm dealing with, I can be rude too like super rude! Taking advantage of me is big no no. You'll get what you deserve later on. I am a goal-oriented person, passionate in writing and sharing the right way. I am in love in all new things specially with JK's personality; he made me laugh out loud, it's so healing. My academic side isn't that bad but also not too good because I still have a lot of knowledge to earn. My friend advised me to exaggerate little achievements though to help me attract more of it. I have a good voice and a good sense of humor if I choose to let it all out. I am passionate and compassionate. I practice an attitude of gratitude. I prefer to be alone than be surrounded by bad influencial people, but I am keeping my heart open for the good guys too. I am receiving support from the Angelic Beings and a future husband that communicates with me telepathically; I'm not sure if I have met him already, all I know is that, he can guide me well. Whenever I am out of my mind and feeling like in danger, he takes over; I may or may not recognize him personally but it doesn't matter, I think he can but I have trust issues so it's normal to not meet him sooner and it's also normal to not recognize him, I guess he already knew. I have an eye in music and arts and love to cook for me. If you believe you will be healed if you'll ask me to heal you intuitively then you will, but it was you that heals you, not me. I can dance and laugh. I am treasuring happy memories. I welcome new experiences. I'm excited with first time events I can travel, take pictures of me with my coalleagues. I can contribute and be of service. I like Song Joongkis movies 😁 he's such a good actor, I have watched most of his movies, but all of his movies in Netflix. But above all, I really love Photography! It's beautiful and exciting to look for good angles. It's a great brain exercise to look at better things in life. ❤ Welcome to my Blog! You're allowed to share your thoughts in the comment sections. Also, please follow and share if you like my artwork. It will help me notice that we share the same values.

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