I went to church today, I had an amazing time.
Though I have to cry because I am thankful and grateful to the lord that has been guiding me and watching me all this time.
You don’t want to see it, but if you’re already there and you feel their presence, you can’t help yourself but cry.
After all we have made trespasses that we may not know, in words and in deeds, anything that is not from him, specially that comes from anger and ego.

His love is the only truth I know.
The love of Christ that saves us all through his loving words and his amazing grace.
I am loved by them who have been watching me, I know it’s one of them.
Growing up in church wanting to be beside them, my faith have been tested, but they never failed me.
If something failed, I must succeed with that replacement.

God is so good, I am happy to be surrounded by these good people. Honesty is a good policy, I am one of them. I am so lucky that I have friends that have been surrounding me.
I am being listened to despite the distance we have to endure. I felt that sorrow, but I am recovering from that too.
I felt so down and so disappointed, I needed help to accept myself and I finally did.
I can do it on my own, without these people’s help, even if they don’t listen, I will listen to me.

Sabotaging my self with these outside forces was killing me, but now I am prioritizing my own acceptance, the lords acceptance. I am accepting him first because I needed help to help me accept me in the first place. He’s been loving me, but it’s hard to see, anger is still blinding me, but the lord sees me.
I am not sure if he can feel me, but I am also not sure if I am actually listening to his confession.

He said he loved me, and I believed in him.
He’s been my husband since then, but it’s so hard because I cannot see him, I cannot touch him nor kiss him, I have to be as strong as him. This someone makes me feel like the universe is nearby, a portal was opened that time. I want to see that again, it’s very different whenever I am with him.
I am changed, I can feel his presence. The Lord was there, the angels were there, I was loved, I was blessed. My friend showed me that, it’s very different. What was that? A beautiful world is next to me, maybe they’re watching me and I am just one inch away. Is there a multiple universes. Is there multiple earth inside one earth?
Why am I seeing that, it’s so different than I used to see. It felt different than I used to feel.

Stranger things might be true and maybe they are really watching me. Maybe the world I have been their territory since I can feel their presence long before.
I had those senses, but when I returned 20 years after school, I couldn’t feel that. I became more hopeful to climb more mountains.
I hope to be able to do it, it’s the most beautiful experience I had and I couldn’t get more of it.
My first time mountain climbing was with my friends. I was there with them and I am always with them.

It’s time to join them, it’s time to come out and become one with these people I used to just listen, it’s time to dance with them, to support them in all their journey.
This fear must no longer hurt me, I have to set myself free from this. It’s time to grow up, it’s time to be one with them.
I am also tired of this act, it’s no longer serving me.
It hurts to see them all passing by, it hurts to see my shadow but I must get over with it. It is no longer serving me.
It really hurts you know?

Published by Pinky Rose

Hi My Name is Roselyn and I am a Graduate in Business Administration Major in Management Accounting. I wanted to pursue a degree related to Property Management. I saw Commerce as something new to me. The Mother side of the family have Nurses and I want to become a Doctor in Psychology. They're soldiers too! I applied for PAF but wasn't allowed to take the exam because of my Myopia. The father side are into Politics and Farming, I could have taken Political Science or Agriculture, but my choice goes to Accountancy because it sounds so cool and it has a board exam (a requirement to be a Scholar). There are also teachers on my father side. My father is a good farmer, I love his plants. I hope I can offer him something very important. He stopped schooling, he choose to help his parents at the farm instead. My Mother was emotional and stopped schooling too. Later on, she had me then my brother; until she became emotional again and stopped being our mother. Me? I am always blessed and loved by the Universe and the Earthlings, they saw my potential and eagerness to learn new things. I choose to stay and share my knowledge. I wanted to become someone with a different attitude towards life; I'd rather not give than give out of pity; so if I'll give you something, it means you deserve it, not out of bias; I also want to be treated the same, win or lose I'll feel better, as long as it is righteous. Losing/failing will help me change and do the right thing. I am also into writing because I have plenty of ideas. I hope to earn a PHD; research papers are quite interesting; I will really have fun! I am into dancing, just for fun; Dancing is so funny specially if you can't get the steps then getting it right after, it doesn't bore. Singing is my natural born talent but I'm just kidding, maybe not 😃 just manifesting it. I have a book at Amazon KDP :; written mostly to thank those who have helped me grow spiritually. I finished my Caregiving Training from Feb 2019 to Jan 2020; then became a certified career since 2021. I am working on my personal business, to pursue my passion with a purpose to help the world heal emotionally. I am becoming successful in this kind of business and I claimed it, because I want to manifest it. I am a team player, I want to have fun. I am kindhearted and beautiful inside and out but don't get me wrong, it depends on the person I'm dealing with, I can be rude too like super rude! Taking advantage of me is big no no. You'll get what you deserve later on. I am a goal-oriented person, passionate in writing and sharing the right way. I am in love in all new things specially with JK's personality; he made me laugh out loud, it's so healing. My academic side isn't that bad but also not too good because I still have a lot of knowledge to earn. My friend advised me to exaggerate little achievements though to help me attract more of it. I have a good voice and a good sense of humor if I choose to let it all out. I am passionate and compassionate. I practice an attitude of gratitude. I prefer to be alone than be surrounded by bad influencial people, but I am keeping my heart open for the good guys too. I am receiving support from the Angelic Beings and a future husband that communicates with me telepathically; I'm not sure if I have met him already, all I know is that, he can guide me well. Whenever I am out of my mind and feeling like in danger, he takes over; I may or may not recognize him personally but it doesn't matter, I think he can but I have trust issues so it's normal to not meet him sooner and it's also normal to not recognize him, I guess he already knew. I have an eye in music and arts and love to cook for me. If you believe you will be healed if you'll ask me to heal you intuitively then you will, but it was you that heals you, not me. I can dance and laugh. I am treasuring happy memories. I welcome new experiences. I'm excited with first time events I can travel, take pictures of me with my coalleagues. I can contribute and be of service. I like Song Joongkis movies 😁 he's such a good actor, I have watched most of his movies, but all of his movies in Netflix. But above all, I really love Photography! It's beautiful and exciting to look for good angles. It's a great brain exercise to look at better things in life. ❤ Welcome to my Blog! You're allowed to share your thoughts in the comment sections. Also, please follow and share if you like my artwork. It will help me notice that we share the same values.

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