I’d rather be

I’d rather be a clown woman than a dead one.

I’d rather be laughed at than be mourned at.

I’d rather be visible than being invisible.

I’d rather be recognized than being unrecognized.

I’d rather have success than failures.

I’d rather be your friend than your enemy.

I’d rather be happy than being sad.

I’d rather be remembered than being forgotten.

I’d rather be alive and be dead.

I’d rather bring happiness than bring sadness.

I’d rather cheer you up than put you down.

I’d rather give you feedback than gossip you in the end.

I’d rather be honest than be a liar just to make others like me. To make it short, I want to be my self again. I already like myself anyway. And besides, it is my business to do it for me, not theirs. But their opinion is a big bonus.

I’d rather be accepted than being rejected, but if it’s worth it, then let’s keep it open for the best.

I’d rather be a reciever and a giver.

I’d rather be with a team than to be alone, although aloneness is where we’ll end up. That’s why we must treasure every time we’re in a team, it’s only temporary. Most of the time, we go alone with our angels alongside with the devils.

I’d rather keep the good ones and let go of the bad ones. It’ll help me let go of the past.

I’d rather keep the new ones and let go of the old ones because it will help me grow and become more useful, productive and highly effective. It will help me earn the confidence I needed to share more.

I’d rather master everything than master one thing that you’ll end up forgetting in the end. I may not be a master of one thing, but at least I learned a lot about everything. I experienced everything and I become a master of experiencing everything. In the end, I am still a master of something. If I forget the other, surely there’s another thing I will remember. I still have left for me. I can never get lost in the end.

But when you lost one thing you keep mastering your whole life, you can get lost in the end. But I think you can still recover, just have fun, and start a new beginning where you focus and try everything. This time, you become your self again. You are a child. That’s who you are. Be a good one! 😊

Published by irose

Hi! I'm Roselyn! Username: irose PayPal www.paypal.me/RoselynMina I'm a dreamer, bound to face all my fears, traumas, etc. I have been through shit, running away from my bliss. But I guess, I've had enough that I want to just be myself. *My mother dreamt of something great; I think I am doing it, this time!⛄

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