The truth will set you free

I realized something very important. I feel like writing it down so that I won’t forget about it. So if I might forget about it, I still have this site as my reference.

So, in my last post, I was talking about my mother’s past and their history which I really hated. I knew it’s none of my business but I can feel those bullshits she’s been through. Despite all of those she remained a martyr, I suppose, because they’re family, I believe that’s one of her reasons.

In my quest to getting through all these emotions that came out from nowhere and the stories she told me before which could be all false, who knows she might be lying to manipulate me, she’s kind of a manipulator, she’s good at acting and everything; I realized that it’s all in my head.

The stories she told me, false stories maybe, but I kinda believe it, were all in the past. Even if you wouldn’t listen to her, she would keep talking like she’s being asked to and that irritates me, but the more I resist to her the more I absorbed her stories.

The lesson there is that, when somebody likes talking about the past, simply get lost from them, but in my case, I had no choice– my cousin was right again– since I was a student and I depended on her financially. I was like cursed for accepting her money. Such a bad influence.

Well, I asked myself, if free to be myself what can I do now that all her bad stories caught me off guard, it sets me to fear them and the people she’s talking about. Knowing that fear freezes someone’s ability to do what they really want at the moment, it’s like I am always feeling manipulated to do what they want me to do.

I guess, same goes to those people, she told them bad stories about me causing them to act a certain way, she’s like a devil wanting to manipulate everyone to fight for her. So, inorder to regain back my self control, I must focus on my goal, and my goal only, regardless of whatever fearful thoughts is playing in my background.

I have to see the truth so I will be free to be myself, and to treat them accordingly. Awareness and mindfulness helped me see the difference between the past stories I was told by her from the current reality that I am in. It takes a lot of effort for me at first, but as soon as I get used to mindfulness, everything came naturally handy.

First, we must not blame her for her bad intentions. She’s smart, and I knew at the back of her mind she’s thinking of some revenge only she knows about and all she wanted to see suffering self in us, that way she can act like a hero and a villain at the same time. I never thought movies could be similar to real people. It’s indeed created by humans, so they got the idea based in reality.

I’m so lucky I like watching those movies, it helped me understand people’s brain and their plans. My psychic ability is just getting stronger. I will use it for me, not to take revenge but to take myself back whenever she started manipulating me or the once she summoned to manipulate me.

She’s got a lot of puppets, I wonder what false stories she told them so they felt that mercy for her and act on her behalf, and then she would deny to death that she never asked them to, because she didn’t, she just said something that triggered these people to act a certain way.

Oh well, that’s a very bad skill to learn, I didn’t want it, I just grew up with the psychopaths. Hard to be good when you’re being taught how to lie and manipulate people and then blame them for all the things they have done, as if it’s our fault why they’re a badass to us, causing us to blame ourselves down to self anger that once took away my everything.

Well, I have a solution to that. I get back on my knees by getting to know my true self, who I am in the eyes of the honest and good people, professionally Godly, to the eyes of the angels and real friends who have seen the other side of me; then whenever I felt so angry of myself for no reasons, then I just have to FORGIVE myself and ACCEPT myself for being manipulated.

1st step, be aware that you are being manipulated, you will know it once you are emotional.

2nd step, Immediately forgive and accept yourself for feeling that way. Assure that it’s totally okay to feel that way, after all, you are human, and you’re not Jesus, but he’s got your back, have faith in the good people that cares about you but make sure it’s not one of them, once it’s laughing and bullying you, immediately sa NO to their help, they’re toying you around. Reject them like how they deserve it.

3rd Step, know your worth, develop your skills, do what you can, and constantly improve yourself like it’s your only purpose in this world, to develop and teach only those who believe in you, do not waste time teaching assholes who will only see your weakness and not your strenght.

Lastly, stay away from people who will only take you for granted, take what they learned and then belittle you afterwards without even thanking you for what they learned from you.

To begin with, attract people who are thankful and grateful for the little things they have and does not brag about being better than you; for those people who are thankful and grateful, are the once who deserves to live longer.

That is why guys, depart from evil and do not be afraid to show no mercy, decide to depart at all cost, because they’ll deceive you to stay with them at all cost as well, they can’t allow themselves to see you becoming very successful and having others to enjoy it with you. Ah, that reminds me of CRAB Mentality. Oh that’s them, beware! šŸ˜

Oz! šŸ’œ

Published by Pinky Rose

Hi My Name is Roselyn and I am a Graduate in Business Administration Major in Management Accounting. I wanted to pursue a degree related to Property Management. I saw Commerce as something new to me. The Mother side of the family have Nurses and I want to become a Doctor in Psychology. They're soldiers too! I applied for PAF but wasn't allowed to take the exam because of my Myopia. The father side are into Politics and Farming, I could have taken Political Science or Agriculture, but my choice goes to Accountancy because it sounds so cool and it has a board exam (a requirement to be a Scholar). There are also teachers on my father side. My father is a good farmer, I love his plants. I hope I can offer him something very important. He stopped schooling, he choose to help his parents at the farm instead. My Mother was emotional and stopped schooling too. Later on, she had me then my brother; until she became emotional again and stopped being our mother. Me? I am always blessed and loved by the Universe and the Earthlings, they saw my potential and eagerness to learn new things. I choose to stay and share my knowledge. I wanted to become someone with a different attitude towards life; I'd rather not give than give out of pity; so if I'll give you something, it means you deserve it, not out of bias; I also want to be treated the same, win or lose I'll feel better, as long as it is righteous. Losing/failing will help me change and do the right thing. I am also into writing because I have plenty of ideas. I hope to earn a PHD; research papers are quite interesting; I will really have fun! I am into dancing, just for fun; Dancing is so funny specially if you can't get the steps then getting it right after, it doesn't bore. Singing is my natural born talent but I'm just kidding, maybe not šŸ˜ƒ just manifesting it. I have a book at Amazon KDP :; written mostly to thank those who have helped me grow spiritually. I finished my Caregiving Training from Feb 2019 to Jan 2020; then became a certified career since 2021. I am working on my personal business, to pursue my passion with a purpose to help the world heal emotionally. I am becoming successful in this kind of business and I claimed it, because I want to manifest it. I am a team player, I want to have fun. I am kindhearted and beautiful inside and out but don't get me wrong, it depends on the person I'm dealing with, I can be rude too like super rude! Taking advantage of me is big no no. You'll get what you deserve later on. I am a goal-oriented person, passionate in writing and sharing the right way. I am in love in all new things specially with JK's personality; he made me laugh out loud, it's so healing. My academic side isn't that bad but also not too good because I still have a lot of knowledge to earn. My friend advised me to exaggerate little achievements though to help me attract more of it. I have a good voice and a good sense of humor if I choose to let it all out. I am passionate and compassionate. I practice an attitude of gratitude. I prefer to be alone than be surrounded by bad influencial people, but I am keeping my heart open for the good guys too. I am receiving support from the Angelic Beings and a future husband that communicates with me telepathically; I'm not sure if I have met him already, all I know is that, he can guide me well. Whenever I am out of my mind and feeling like in danger, he takes over; I may or may not recognize him personally but it doesn't matter, I think he can but I have trust issues so it's normal to not meet him sooner and it's also normal to not recognize him, I guess he already knew. I have an eye in music and arts and love to cook for me. If you believe you will be healed if you'll ask me to heal you intuitively then you will, but it was you that heals you, not me. I can dance and laugh. I am treasuring happy memories. I welcome new experiences. I'm excited with first time events I can travel, take pictures of me with my coalleagues. I can contribute and be of service. I like Song Joongkis movies šŸ˜ he's such a good actor, I have watched most of his movies, but all of his movies in Netflix. But above all, I really love Photography! It's beautiful and exciting to look for good angles. It's a great brain exercise to look at better things in life. ā¤ Welcome to my Blog! You're allowed to share your thoughts in the comment sections. Also, please follow and share if you like my artwork. It will help me notice that we share the same values.

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