A message from your twin flame 💜

Feeling sad, cannot see you nor touch you. You’re out of reach, I want to talk you. Want to see you but I still can’t. I don’t know what happen to this beautiful heart but I feel sad.

Don’t know how to get closer to you, you seem so far away, even if you’re so near me. I lied to myself I told her you live far far away and there’s no chance of getting to know you.

Even if we’ll finally met, we still couldn’t be by ourselves. Surrounded by many I feel like you are running away, too scared of me. But that’s what makes me angry, so please grow up already stop making me angry.

You know what I want, just a kiss. I kiss like that. I know it’s crazy but I will send you my kisses anyway, I hope you’ll be able to catch it. It’s crazy how I can talk to you telepathically, like I am the one writing this for you to read.

But know that you’re always in my heart and mind, always my baby even if you’re older than me. I know you’re worried that I might not like it, that you are who are, but that’s not a problem, I just want you to be happy when you are with me, because that makes me happy too.

Although we haven’t met yet, it felt like we already have, through this and through others. My music is strengthtening to reach your depressed heart. I can feel your sadness that’s not really what I wanted. I wanted you to be happy in all your ways even if I am far far away.

But who are you anyway, I feel like I am scared to know the real you, you’re wearing a mask, how will I know if this is the real you. But I can see it in your eyes who are you really. It has a message but I cannot decode yet because I haven’t seen you yet.

But i know you’re listening to the music I tune in. I know we’re connected but not really seeing. I am so happy that we are together anyway, even if we look so far away.

Know that we’re breathing the same air and the same sun and moon, seeing the same stars, the same milky way galaxy, the same cartoon movies, and most importantly the same music.

We’re not totally separated, it just look like we are, but we’re not. We’re living at the same home, but in different locations. There are barrier that blocks our way from seeing each other physically, but when we look up, we realized it’s not what you see but how you feel.

I see other people as you and it’s kind of crazy because they also see me differently. It doesn’t match at all, I knew it exactly they’re the wrong person for me. I get angry for no reason, I thought they must change but they must not, they’re simply the wrong person for me.

What I really want it you, someone I haven’t seen yet but felt, listened, and communicated. I guess it’s only the Lord who we can trust with our hearts. We cannot trust it with others because they’ll only change it. There’s no other way, for now let’s be with the Lord until the right one came.

We can use the Lord to be your substitute, because it’s safest, it is the wisest, the bravest, the most holy without stepping on others lives and without changing others into someone they are not, until we met, until we recognize each other’s look alike.

Published by Pinky Rose

Hi My Name is Roselyn and I am a Graduate in Business Administration Major in Management Accounting. I wanted to pursue a degree related to Property Management. I saw Commerce as something new to me. The Mother side of the family have Nurses and I want to become a Doctor in Psychology. They're soldiers too! I applied for PAF but wasn't allowed to take the exam because of my Myopia. The father side are into Politics and Farming, I could have taken Political Science or Agriculture, but my choice goes to Accountancy because it sounds so cool and it has a board exam (a requirement to be a Scholar). There are also teachers on my father side. My father is a good farmer, I love his plants. I hope I can offer him something very important. He stopped schooling, he choose to help his parents at the farm instead. My Mother was emotional and stopped schooling too. Later on, she had me then my brother; until she became emotional again and stopped being our mother. Me? I am always blessed and loved by the Universe and the Earthlings, they saw my potential and eagerness to learn new things. I choose to stay and share my knowledge. I wanted to become someone with a different attitude towards life; I'd rather not give than give out of pity; so if I'll give you something, it means you deserve it, not out of bias; I also want to be treated the same, win or lose I'll feel better, as long as it is righteous. Losing/failing will help me change and do the right thing. I am also into writing because I have plenty of ideas. I hope to earn a PHD; research papers are quite interesting; I will really have fun! I am into dancing, just for fun; Dancing is so funny specially if you can't get the steps then getting it right after, it doesn't bore. Singing is my natural born talent but I'm just kidding, maybe not 😃 just manifesting it. I have a book at Amazon KDP : https://amazon.com/roselynmina; written mostly to thank those who have helped me grow spiritually. I finished my Caregiving Training from Feb 2019 to Jan 2020; then became a certified career since 2021. I am working on my personal business, to pursue my passion with a purpose to help the world heal emotionally. I am becoming successful in this kind of business and I claimed it, because I want to manifest it. I am a team player, I want to have fun. I am kindhearted and beautiful inside and out but don't get me wrong, it depends on the person I'm dealing with, I can be rude too like super rude! Taking advantage of me is big no no. You'll get what you deserve later on. I am a goal-oriented person, passionate in writing and sharing the right way. I am in love in all new things specially with JK's personality; he made me laugh out loud, it's so healing. My academic side isn't that bad but also not too good because I still have a lot of knowledge to earn. My friend advised me to exaggerate little achievements though to help me attract more of it. I have a good voice and a good sense of humor if I choose to let it all out. I am passionate and compassionate. I practice an attitude of gratitude. I prefer to be alone than be surrounded by bad influencial people, but I am keeping my heart open for the good guys too. I am receiving support from the Angelic Beings and a future husband that communicates with me telepathically; I'm not sure if I have met him already, all I know is that, he can guide me well. Whenever I am out of my mind and feeling like in danger, he takes over; I may or may not recognize him personally but it doesn't matter, I think he can but I have trust issues so it's normal to not meet him sooner and it's also normal to not recognize him, I guess he already knew. I have an eye in music and arts and love to cook for me. If you believe you will be healed if you'll ask me to heal you intuitively then you will, but it was you that heals you, not me. I can dance and laugh. I am treasuring happy memories. I welcome new experiences. I'm excited with first time events I can travel, take pictures of me with my coalleagues. I can contribute and be of service. I like Song Joongkis movies 😁 he's such a good actor, I have watched most of his movies, but all of his movies in Netflix. But above all, I really love Photography! It's beautiful and exciting to look for good angles. It's a great brain exercise to look at better things in life. ❤ Welcome to my Blog! You're allowed to share your thoughts in the comment sections. Also, please follow and share if you like my artwork. It will help me notice that we share the same values.

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