Game of change, a dirty mind game that you can’t win

Now I understand clearly their ways, the technique they’re using to keep me a loser. These type of mind manipulators will open up a topic or an argument against you, when they’re losing, they’ll move on to the other argument they have for you even without ending the first one to keep it open.

I have met one, two, three, all the people I dated for goodness sake; but the first person was my mother. I literally attracted men like her! It’s because I believe in her false stories, I was young and easy to be fooled; she made me choose her. This is how she made me feel so bad about me before. But now that I figured out the best step to this kind of game, she can’t win over me anymore. Until now she still tried, maybe she thought that I have forgotten what I have discovered.

These types of people will act like a victim, making you feel sorry and feel that care towards them, and mercy of them, until we start acting like their hero. Once they get your attention and your willingness to listen, they’ll start pointing fingers on you, and say words that sounds like blaming you. They’re indirectly saying hurtful words so they can deny later on that how you get it is not that they’re saying, keeping you confused and wanting to understand them which you always can’t.

They’ll change their minds once they’re caught. If you’re going to not let go of them, and just decide to get lost for once than twice, then you’re being controlled, someone’s manipulating you. I’m sure of it; the moment you entertain their 2nd argument, you’re dead, cut it short before it gets you stuck in their trap! You just fell in their trap. From there, they’ll fed you words, thoughts that are not real, you know what’s sad? It’s when all those thoughts are negativities about you and the people you really care about. Wonder why you still can’t get out from a relationship no matter how you’re being mistreated?

Your mind is still confused, you can’t decide whether it is right or wrong to leave them because you can’t see any wrong about them, they keep on changing things on their favor so you can’t notice and you’ll always think that there’s something wrong with you and that there’s nothing wrong with them. But guys, if you’re being too toxic with you now, that itself is a valid reason to leave now. You deserve something better. You deserve someone who will teach you the right way instead of telling you’re wrong all the time without even giving their idea of what’s best. They keep it a secret so they can keep you blinded. Because if you’ll notice, then they can no longer control you.

“If you’re not learning anything good in any relationships you have, now is the time to let go; come on, we are here to learn and grow, not to be controlled by any humans who’s level is lower than yours.”

-Beu 🧲

Published by Pinky Rose

Hi My Name is Roselyn and I am a Graduate in Business Administration Major in Management Accounting. I wanted to pursue a degree related to Property Management. I saw Commerce as something new to me. The Mother side of the family have Nurses and I want to become a Doctor in Psychology. They're soldiers too! I applied for PAF but wasn't allowed to take the exam because of my Myopia. The father side are into Politics and Farming, I could have taken Political Science or Agriculture, but my choice goes to Accountancy because it sounds so cool and it has a board exam (a requirement to be a Scholar). There are also teachers on my father side. My father is a good farmer, I love his plants. I hope I can offer him something very important. He stopped schooling, he choose to help his parents at the farm instead. My Mother was emotional and stopped schooling too. Later on, she had me then my brother; until she became emotional again and stopped being our mother. Me? I am always blessed and loved by the Universe and the Earthlings, they saw my potential and eagerness to learn new things. I choose to stay and share my knowledge. I wanted to become someone with a different attitude towards life; I'd rather not give than give out of pity; so if I'll give you something, it means you deserve it, not out of bias; I also want to be treated the same, win or lose I'll feel better, as long as it is righteous. Losing/failing will help me change and do the right thing. I am also into writing because I have plenty of ideas. I hope to earn a PHD; research papers are quite interesting; I will really have fun! I am into dancing, just for fun; Dancing is so funny specially if you can't get the steps then getting it right after, it doesn't bore. Singing is my natural born talent but I'm just kidding, maybe not 😃 just manifesting it. I have a book at Amazon KDP :; written mostly to thank those who have helped me grow spiritually. I finished my Caregiving Training from Feb 2019 to Jan 2020; then became a certified career since 2021. I am working on my personal business, to pursue my passion with a purpose to help the world heal emotionally. I am becoming successful in this kind of business and I claimed it, because I want to manifest it. I am a team player, I want to have fun. I am kindhearted and beautiful inside and out but don't get me wrong, it depends on the person I'm dealing with, I can be rude too like super rude! Taking advantage of me is big no no. You'll get what you deserve later on. I am a goal-oriented person, passionate in writing and sharing the right way. I am in love in all new things specially with JK's personality; he made me laugh out loud, it's so healing. My academic side isn't that bad but also not too good because I still have a lot of knowledge to earn. My friend advised me to exaggerate little achievements though to help me attract more of it. I have a good voice and a good sense of humor if I choose to let it all out. I am passionate and compassionate. I practice an attitude of gratitude. I prefer to be alone than be surrounded by bad influencial people, but I am keeping my heart open for the good guys too. I am receiving support from the Angelic Beings and a future husband that communicates with me telepathically; I'm not sure if I have met him already, all I know is that, he can guide me well. Whenever I am out of my mind and feeling like in danger, he takes over; I may or may not recognize him personally but it doesn't matter, I think he can but I have trust issues so it's normal to not meet him sooner and it's also normal to not recognize him, I guess he already knew. I have an eye in music and arts and love to cook for me. If you believe you will be healed if you'll ask me to heal you intuitively then you will, but it was you that heals you, not me. I can dance and laugh. I am treasuring happy memories. I welcome new experiences. I'm excited with first time events I can travel, take pictures of me with my coalleagues. I can contribute and be of service. I like Song Joongkis movies 😁 he's such a good actor, I have watched most of his movies, but all of his movies in Netflix. But above all, I really love Photography! It's beautiful and exciting to look for good angles. It's a great brain exercise to look at better things in life. ❤ Welcome to my Blog! You're allowed to share your thoughts in the comment sections. Also, please follow and share if you like my artwork. It will help me notice that we share the same values.

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