I have committed myself to do things I haven’t done before or anything that I haven’t mastered yet. If I want to make friends and be able to socialize a bit, then I must come out and let go of my fear while keeping my guard up.
We can still enjoy even if we’re careful, if we’re with the right people. Good food with good people, doesn’t make you bad, so it’s really okay to be yourself around them.
Conquering my fear of getting to know new people, meeting them up and just talk a bit really made me happy. Although sometimes, I cannot relate to them, I can still catch up by learning and being happy with them.
It’s cool to learn new things, it keeps you moving. Keeping your heart open to new knowledge, new people, is the best gift you can give to your self. I am already excited for May 29th adventure. I will be seen by the mountains again. I will experience the place and the best they will offer.
But for now, until that day will come, let’s eat up! Celebrating May 11th 2020 of the year. It’s the year that I finally got my super ideal work like super! We are so blessed and so supported by our company and I feel like “I’m so special” receiving treatment that I always wanted to have. I feel like I deserve it and I am so driven to prove them right for having me.




To all my friends and family who silently care about me which I have sometimes misunderstood as pity over me, thank you! I am able to this and that and you have contributed a little to it. But my faith in him and my trust in her made me feel so strong. I claim it.
May the love of the Angelic Beings be with you as you finished reading my really short message of gratitude. Like how lucky I am to still be alive at this very moment, having the chance of writing down my thoughts. I am very thankful and grateful to our company for making this possible. I am just so blessed that I found my grace in you. I am in good hands!

“Imagine it happening the way you want it to be and the universe will find ways to help you get it! That’s how important you are as long as it will make you happy.” Beu