Good friends

Good friends are seldom, you cannot find them anywhere easily, you have to ask for it intentionally. That’s my thought about good friends. It’s the same with good partners, you have to attract them intentionally, because if you just let the world feed you, you’ll never going to eat what you really what to eat.

I never thought of staying with people I do not want to be with, but circumstances brought us together and got stuck unintentionally. I have to constantly, and intentionally try something, do something new to go the opposite way, a place where they don’t exist, and a place no one like them ever existed.

To this date since my childhood, I am tied to someone I really hated, I thought they’re family so I forced friendship with them even if they don’t deserve it. I feel like an outcast around them, they didn’t like me around. They forced me away and did not recognize me. I kept on heading to that same direction where my mother figure leads. It’s always a disaster following her lead, I never get to enjoy myself.

Now that I am fully aware and so familiar with these patterns, no way I shall fall back to their lies and their fake cries, exercising their crab Mentality. But living with them is kinda challenging, although I am also exercising my resiliency and tolerance so that I will always come out here stronger everyday. It shall bring them down and shut them off specially if they’ll know what I am up to.

No matter how cool you are in the eyes of the Godly, the enemies will always have something negative to say, and they’ll surely make you hear so that you’ll be hurt emotionally. But if you have the strongest faith in the people who believe in you, you’ll come out safe and sound, winning the crown.

I am very thankful and grateful if the wrong people I was chasing just to make friends. I realized that the right people will not run away from you when you want friendship with them. The wrong people will keep themselves open and lure you in, even if you do not need them or want them and act as if you do – a malpractice to bullshit others. Like a hunter lures food to thy prey. What a shame. Well, it’s okay if it’s for business, but if it’s for relationship, dude you gotta run away.

But the good people will stay when you needed them and they deserve your grateful pray. They are the rightful people to be loyal with. If you are good to the good people, you’ll receive good things in return. But if you’re good to the wrong people, you’ll never be thanked, like those crazy dogs, they’ll think of you as weak for being good to them.

Published by Roselyn

Hi! I'm Roselyn! The first and only daughter of my father. He's a farmer and I am so proud of him for raising me and accepting me as his own. I believe that Broken families are meant to be broken for good. As a product, I always feel in-secured about family coz I think I don't have one and I am left alone; but the truth is, I still have them, they just went separate ways and I just have to accept that and move on. It's my only insecurity, I have no place to call my home coz my parents doesn't have one. They're broken after all. I'm going to make a family and it will start with me.

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