Natural pain relievers

We all agree that if there’s no pain, there’s no gain; but what if that pain rooted from childhood abuses by the parents; or death of your lovely pets.. like my first dog died when I was around four, and I felt so sad.

I like pets and animals and I am so attached to them, so whenever they died, I just felt so sad like a part of me is also dead, or when a pet is dying I also felt like dying, it’s so sad and so painful.

The painful death of my white horse 😭 when I was around only 1-6 yrs younger, was so sudden. She was very kind to me and my parents would just leave me to her. She just knew where to go and when there’s a need to choose a direction she will stop and just wait for me to direct her to the place I choose for us to go.

It felt so sad that she died. The red horse followed, and now, my cat kept on giving birth and these kittens kept on dying, like they never grow older. My dogs also, they were all so close to me and they just died.. It’s so painful like I’m always grieving since childhood.

Eight years ago, someone cut the moringga tree at the back of our house, I was very sad. Around 10 years ago, they cut the coconut tree in front of our house. I was very sad. I hated them all for taking the lovely things I really love being surrounded with.

Those pets and those animals and trees were better than the people who cut them. Sometimes, I just hate humans 😭 but I am human too. It’s so sad when there’s nothing else you can do, you can’t be responsible coz you can’t own it, because those trees wasn’t mine anyway. And those pets and animals that died wasn’t mine too. It belonged to them. I must own one like really and do what is right.

All these painful deaths I am suffering with is making me sad; but I am trying to ease the pain. My CG teacher advised me to think happy thoughts while I was suffering from the pain I felt after being injected when a mineral water in my deltoid. But when you’re in pain, it’s not easy to think of the happy thoughts, you’ll end up doubting those thoughts.

But it really worked. I told a friend about a friend I met at the airport who knew me even if it’s my first time to actually see him in person. I was surprised and I almost couldn’t believe how he straightened me up and directed my attention to that moment I was with him. Anyways, she just reminded me about it and “I started laughing”. It was crazy! 🤪 So unbelievable and I found it hilarious. Since then, I felt so independent like I can stand on my own, like I am finally free to be me.

I think it really helped me laugh at the truth. Honest and truth is actually hilarious. Being honest with what actually happened, how you messed up and how you kept it hidden, then you were caught. Damn, 🤪 you’re a badass. I don’t know what triggers your laughter, but mine is when someone or me telling what truly happened while laughingly sharing it like “Gosh, it happened! ” 😲

Published by Pinky Rose

Hi My Name is Roselyn and I am a Graduate in Business Administration Major in Management Accounting. I wanted to pursue a degree related to Property Management. I saw Commerce as something new to me. The Mother side of the family have Nurses and I want to become a Doctor in Psychology. They're soldiers too! I applied for PAF but wasn't allowed to take the exam because of my Myopia. The father side are into Politics and Farming, I could have taken Political Science or Agriculture, but my choice goes to Accountancy because it sounds so cool and it has a board exam (a requirement to be a Scholar). There are also teachers on my father side. My father is a good farmer, I love his plants. I hope I can offer him something very important. He stopped schooling, he choose to help his parents at the farm instead. My Mother was emotional and stopped schooling too. Later on, she had me then my brother; until she became emotional again and stopped being our mother. Me? I am always blessed and loved by the Universe and the Earthlings, they saw my potential and eagerness to learn new things. I choose to stay and share my knowledge. I wanted to become someone with a different attitude towards life; I'd rather not give than give out of pity; so if I'll give you something, it means you deserve it, not out of bias; I also want to be treated the same, win or lose I'll feel better, as long as it is righteous. Losing/failing will help me change and do the right thing. I am also into writing because I have plenty of ideas. I hope to earn a PHD; research papers are quite interesting; I will really have fun! I am into dancing, just for fun; Dancing is so funny specially if you can't get the steps then getting it right after, it doesn't bore. Singing is my natural born talent but I'm just kidding, maybe not 😃 just manifesting it. I have a book at Amazon KDP :; written mostly to thank those who have helped me grow spiritually. I finished my Caregiving Training from Feb 2019 to Jan 2020; then became a certified career since 2021. I am working on my personal business, to pursue my passion with a purpose to help the world heal emotionally. I am becoming successful in this kind of business and I claimed it, because I want to manifest it. I am a team player, I want to have fun. I am kindhearted and beautiful inside and out but don't get me wrong, it depends on the person I'm dealing with, I can be rude too like super rude! Taking advantage of me is big no no. You'll get what you deserve later on. I am a goal-oriented person, passionate in writing and sharing the right way. I am in love in all new things specially with JK's personality; he made me laugh out loud, it's so healing. My academic side isn't that bad but also not too good because I still have a lot of knowledge to earn. My friend advised me to exaggerate little achievements though to help me attract more of it. I have a good voice and a good sense of humor if I choose to let it all out. I am passionate and compassionate. I practice an attitude of gratitude. I prefer to be alone than be surrounded by bad influencial people, but I am keeping my heart open for the good guys too. I am receiving support from the Angelic Beings and a future husband that communicates with me telepathically; I'm not sure if I have met him already, all I know is that, he can guide me well. Whenever I am out of my mind and feeling like in danger, he takes over; I may or may not recognize him personally but it doesn't matter, I think he can but I have trust issues so it's normal to not meet him sooner and it's also normal to not recognize him, I guess he already knew. I have an eye in music and arts and love to cook for me. If you believe you will be healed if you'll ask me to heal you intuitively then you will, but it was you that heals you, not me. I can dance and laugh. I am treasuring happy memories. I welcome new experiences. I'm excited with first time events I can travel, take pictures of me with my coalleagues. I can contribute and be of service. I like Song Joongkis movies 😁 he's such a good actor, I have watched most of his movies, but all of his movies in Netflix. But above all, I really love Photography! It's beautiful and exciting to look for good angles. It's a great brain exercise to look at better things in life. ❤ Welcome to my Blog! You're allowed to share your thoughts in the comment sections. Also, please follow and share if you like my artwork. It will help me notice that we share the same values.

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