Start looking up, stop looking down

Hey, did you know? What you focus on will attract more of it? If I were you, I’ll focus on the good side of everything while acknowledging the existence of the other side.

Sometimes, no not sometimes, it is my default reaction to look down to myself and others that I do not like; so I have to constantly and consciously change my thought to looking up mode. Looking for the good side of everything. It’s like a task and habit that must be done religiously if we want to attract good things in this lifetime.

Looking up to the people and getting inspiration from them. But this crazy attitude that wants to know about a person so we can destroy them, and looked down on them is a really big issue. It’s like a plague, I think everyone has it. Me, if I’m angry at someone, or I’m insecure, or feeling outsmarted, my default reaction is always negative- I’m not sure what that is.. maybe to protect my ego self?

But if you’re already aware of this like me, I know you’re really trying hard to direct yourself to the right direction. I know you’re also trying hard to look up and see beauty in this people. I was once obsessed about how did they do it? I got so obsessed about knowing how they did it instead of spending time with me discovering how to do it my way.

Published by Pinky Rose

I am a graduate in Business Administration major in Management Accounting but I'm not really practicing it šŸ˜ It made me sound cool and I loved it. Although, I am still working with one of the most prestigious financial company in the entire Universe šŸ‘. But I will become a Certified Broker before I turn 40. I decided to take up Commerce before because it was something new to me; the mother side of the family have Nurses and I want to become a Doctor in Psychology now; a psychiatrist and I am my first patient šŸ¤«, it's so natural to me; they're soldiers too, but I wasn't allowed to take the exam the last time I applied for PAF because of my myopia. The father side are into politics, I could have taken political science but it wasn't offered at my University back then but if it was offered, I still wouldn't get it because it's expensive and I was only a scholar back then; but mostly, on my father side, they're teachers. My father is a good farmer, I hope I can offer him something very important. He doesn't like school he choose to help his parents when he was young. He doesn't like school; he likes women šŸ˜‚ and my mother likes men šŸ˜‚, I mean, they liked dating more than putting themselves to school for whatever reasons, I don't believe it; they could have done it if they only choose it. I ended up pursuing the new way where it doesn't follow any of them; I can feel how they looked down at my parents because they haven't finished anything; they never stopped destroying them until my family's broken. So me, I graduated in Business Administration in which none of them have pursued; I wanted to become someone with a different attitude towards life; I'd rather not give than give out of pity. I am also into writing because they're not really into writing. I am into dancing because these people don't really dance. Singing is my natural born talent šŸ˜‚ but I'm just kidding. I have a book at Amazon KDP : https://amazon.com/roselynmina; written mostly to thank those who have helped me grow spiritually. I finished my Caregiving Training from Feb 2019 to Jan 2020; then became a certified career since 2021. I am working on my personal business, to pursue my passion with a purpose to help spread good vibes. I am becoming successful in this kind of business, I claimed it, because I want to manifest it. I am a team player, I want to have fun. I am kindhearted, yes I am. I am beautiful inside and out, charot. I am a goal-oriented person. I am passionate in writing. I am passionate in sharing. I am in love in all new things. I am in love with JK's personality; he made me laugh out loud, it's so healing. I have great success in my academic side, my friend advised me to exaggerate little achievements to help me attract more of it šŸ¤£. It's a mind trick. I have a good voice. I have a good sense of humor. I have passion. I have compassion. I have an attitude of gratitude. I have friends who's always with me in my ups and downs. I have an acting mother coz she likes acting dead, her broken-heart is dead šŸ¤£ I have great support from the angels. I have a best friend who communicates with me telepathically. I have an eye in music and arts. I love to cook for me. I love to tell good news. I love to be of help. I love to help but not too much. I love to heal. I love to dance. I love to laugh. I love BTS. I love happy memories. I love new experiences. I love first time experiences. I love travelling. I love taking pictures of me and my coalleagues. It's called selfie šŸ˜›. I love being me, childish around close friends but I little distant with new acquaintances, I have trust issues šŸ˜‚. I love to contribute. I love to appreciate. I love to be of service. I love to work lightly. I practice tarot card reading; but actually, I just listened to them, I can learn from listening. I practice song writing, but these days I watch Joongkis movies šŸ˜ he's such a good actor. I practice poem writing but I also stopped coz sometimes it's just boring. I don't care if you will bless me. I don't Care if you will love me and accept me for who I am and what I am not. I don't care if you will marry me or not but I hope you will, haha. I love wearing hanbok but I don't really have one. I don't care if you will praise me or not. I don't care, your choice! I will still be happy no matter what; even if it's just a joke. Aside from that, I really love Photography šŸ¤­

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