Owning your emotions

“If there’s no snake, then you’re safe.”

The first thing to do when you’re afraid of something is to look around and see if there are really monsters or snakes around. Usually, there is none. So you’re always safe to move faster or slower, it’s really up to you.

When I was in high school, I had to cross a path where dogs keeps barking always ready to attack the non-owners. I always feel scared and stiffened but I also always kept my calm down and I always trust that I can get through it without getting bitten nor attacked by them.

For 5 years, I have been feeling that, since I moved school to the other neighboring barangay. Though there’s another way without the dogs but there’s also myths about monsters popping out of the trees, and the place was very close; there’s also a tomb of someone I do not know whom.

Choice goes to just passing through the dogs and allowing them to keep barking, they’re just being dogs. They’re not mine, so they’re being rude to me and unfriendly. I hated that day to day life, but I must get used to it. I still have that fear of barking dogs and I am still feeling that feeling when they’re around, like it’s really making my back hurts like crazy.

Thers a tapping solution that I am applying to keep it relaxed, “Even though I so scared of Dogs and my back hurts because of trauma, I have deeply and complete accepted myself.” I am still on it hoping for a good result, but these days I am only doing it sometimes because I’m a little bit mentally pre-occupied. But I am going to resume it very soon.

These trauma, when triggered by the bad guys, would really stressed me out; I would feel like running away or I will control my movements to not invite the “Whomever” to come and bullshit me. I realized though, that wild dogs really do bark, it seems like they’re angry to you but they’re really not; it’s their nature and it has to be understood. One thing for sure, they’re not going to attack you if you’re not giving them reason to. Just be cool and do your thing; no matter what, whether you relax or not, they’ll always bark.

You can move faster, just look around if there are wild dogs around; if none, then the choice is yours. Simply being aware of the truth about your surroundings will help you relax and feel safe and secure. Most of our fears comes from the events that had already happened. So to say, it’s just remnants of your memory. When a certain memory got triggered, these emotion also will pop up. So be careful what you’re thinking about and whom you shared your bad memories with.

I am sharing memories here it’s because I am getting better at it. So it doesn’t really bother me nor affect me that much anymore. I have honed that emotional wild horse. I embraced it and I owned it. Now I have control of it all.

Published by Pinky Rose

Hi My Name is Roselyn and I am a Graduate in Business Administration Major in Management Accounting. I wanted to pursue a degree related to Property Management. The Mother side of the family have Nurses and I want to become a Doctor in Psychology. They're soldiers too! I applied for PAF but wasn't allowed to take the exam because of my Myopia. The father side are into Politics and Farming, I could have taken Political Science or Agriculture, but my choice goes to Accountancy because it sounds so cool and it has a board exam (a requirement to be a Scholar). There are also teachers on my father side. My father is a good farmer, I love his plants. I hope I can offer him something very important. He stopped schooling, he choose to help his parents at the farm and have me instead. My Mother was emotional and stopped schooling too. Later on, she had me then my brother; until she became emotional again and stopped being our mother (It's a shame) 😅 Me? I am always blessed and loved by the Universe and the Earthlings, they saw my potential and eagerness to learn new things. I choose to stay and share my knowledge. I wanted to become someone with a different attitude towards life; I'd rather not give than give out of pity; so if I'll give you something, it means you deserve it, not out of bias; I also want to be treated the same, win or lose I'll feel better, as long as it is righteous. Losing/failing will help me change and do the right thing; all of these makes life a funny adventure. I am also into writing because I have plenty of ideas. I hope to earn a PHD; research papers are quite interesting; I will really have fun! I am into dancing, just for fun; Dancing is so funny specially if you can't get the steps then getting it right after, it doesn't bore. Singing is my natural born talent but I'm just kidding, maybe not 😃 just manifesting it. I have a book at Amazon KDP : https://amazon.com/roselynmina; written mostly to thank those who have helped me grow spiritually. I finished my Caregiving Training from Feb 2019 to Jan 2020; then became a certified career since 2021. I am working on my personal development business, to pursue my passion with a purpose to help the world heal emotionally. I am becoming successful in this kind of business and I claimed it, because I want to manifest it. Char - It will start with me 😊. I am a team player, I want to have fun. I am kindhearted and beautiful inside and out but don't get me wrong, it depends on the person I'm dealing with, I can be rude too like super rude! Taking advantage of me is big no no. You'll get what you deserve later on. I am a goal-oriented person, passionate in writing and sharing the right way. I am in love in all new things specially with JK's personality; he made me laugh out loud, it's so healing. My academic side isn't that bad but also not too good because I still have a lot of knowledge to learn. My friend advised me to exaggerate little achievements though to help me attract more of it. I have a good voice and a good sense of humor if I choose to let it all out. I am passionate and compassionate. I practice an attitude of gratitude. I prefer to be alone than be surrounded by bad influential people, but I am keeping my heart open for the good guys too. I am receiving support from the Angelic Beings and a future husband that communicates with me telepathically; I'm not sure if I have met him already, all I know is that, he can guide me well. Whenever I am out of my mind and feeling like in danger, he takes over; I may or may not recognize him personally but it doesn't matter, I think he can but I have trust issues so it's normal to not meet him sooner and it's also normal to not recognize him, I guess he already knew. I have an eye in music and arts and love to cook for me. If you believe you will be healed if you'll ask me to heal you intuitively then you will, but it was you that heals you, not me. 😂 No just kidding. I can dance and laugh. I am treasuring happy memories. I welcome new experiences. I'm excited with first time events I can travel, take pictures of me with my coalleagues. I can contribute and be of service. I like Song Joongkis movies 😁 he's such a good actor, I have watched most of his movies, but all of his movies in Netflix. But above all, I really love Photography! It's beautiful and exciting to look for good angles. It's a great brain exercise to look at better things in life. ❤ Welcome to my Blog! You're allowed to share your thoughts in the comment sections. Also, please follow and share if you like my artwork. It will help me notice that we share the same values or you can keep thus page for your self 😁

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