Today, is a new day. Better than yesterday.

I woke up, not knowing, where I’m at. It felt strange, I’m out of my mind. Couldn’t make up my mind. These friends chatted, makes me feel alive.

Jumping off my bed, eager to take the shower, excited to go to work; changing my clothes and wearing a nice dress to face the day!

It’s always good to have people around; talking around, having fun chitchatting. Sometimes, it just felt crazy to be with nobody. Although it’s also nice to be with you only.

But today, I received help from strangers. My doll shoes got destroyed, I couldn’t walk around at the office barefoot; I asked someone at the canteen if I can borrow her shoes while I’m going out to buy my own.

They were so kind, so kind, to offer me a sandal. I used it to come out, and with little time, I was able to run to DIY store; yet, I couldn’t find any shoes. I did not lost hope, I chilled; and when I looked around, there’s still a store open.

I saw t-shirts hanging, I thought it was a laundry shop; but I did not judge, I still went to double check. I’m sure of it, he’s selling clothes. I asked if he sells shoes, he said “at the back.”

I looked and couldn’t find any, I only see the computers, it was actually place at the top of the corner. None of those I like, first it was big, 2nd it’s weird; but I had no choice, I’ll take the weird one which fits me.

I realized that time that I’m actually not that young anymore; I disliked the colorful shoes, only worn by teenagers. Hey, forget about my age, I’m almost 30. I’d probably not get married coz I’m already out of the marrying stage.

But I accept, I have to wear it; it helped me in the end. It was a little expensive though, but in that moment, money wasn’t the issue. I must get the shoes; coz money is always, but getting what you really need is all that matters.

Sometimes, it’s better to let go of your wants and keep those that you needed the most. Better wear a shoe that’s new and for the young’s; than wear something that doesn’t fit you, or a sandal that will be return tomorrow, or walk on foot like those who couldn’t buy any.

Be happy, because you have what you need; and that’s the first step in getting what you really want to achieve. Be thankful for what you already have because today is better than it was yesterday.

Published by irose

Hi! I'm Roselyn! Username: irose PayPal (In case you wanna sponsor me I am a life warrior. I have been through shit, running away from my bliss. But I guess, I've had enough that I want to just be myself. *My mother dreamt of something great; I think I am doing it, this time!⛄

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