If it doesn’t sound good, why bother think about it? Sometimes, ignorance is the key

Life is simple, yet others wants to complicate it; creating intentional dramas to make you feel bad and cry like a baby. Thank goodness! I am no longer a baby, I just looked like one; ah, sometimes, I feel like one too! But this time, only with someone who cares. The rest can be ignored;Continue reading “If it doesn’t sound good, why bother think about it? Sometimes, ignorance is the key”

Today, is a new day. Better than yesterday.

I woke up, not knowing, where I’m at. It felt strange, I’m out of my mind. Couldn’t make up my mind. These friends chatted, makes me feel alive. Jumping off my bed, eager to take the shower, excited to go to work; changing my clothes and wearing a nice dress to face the day! It’sContinue reading “Today, is a new day. Better than yesterday.”

Fall softly and always have fun

Yesterday, I went for a jog. It’s my 5th Monday and I’m doing good so far. The weather was good and I was blessed. I saw feathers everywhere; it presents itself without me finding it. Look at these feathers… Aren’t they beautiful? It was a stressful week for me, and I was restored by theseContinue reading “Fall softly and always have fun”

“Smiling” as an act of full acceptance. You may now stop freezing

Once, there was a child, wondering what life was; observant of her surroundings, learning from others, eager to help. Doubts creeps in, she wanted to make sure; she looked, compared, see the difference, and change. Was it cheating? In school, it was; but in life, it wasn’t; because if you won’t open your eyes now,Continue reading ““Smiling” as an act of full acceptance. You may now stop freezing”

Knowing your next direction is a must but deciding quickly to change is a saver

I was at a restaurant falling in line to get my order, that includes a hot chocolate in a mug. I was not aware which tables did my colleagues settled in. I claimed my order; now I face right, instead of left. There was a lady, getting really excited— probably seeing her long lost friend—Continue reading “Knowing your next direction is a must but deciding quickly to change is a saver”

Real dating relationships doesn’t happen online; but business relationships does.

I have tried in the past, yet none of them seems real in reality. It was all just a fantasy, created by my own mind. We met, then fantasy ends. It’s not what you expected. All there was, was for fun, a waste of time. The real getting to know each other starts, the dayContinue reading “Real dating relationships doesn’t happen online; but business relationships does.”

It did not happened yet. Better do it now than be unprepared

I know this is a waste, emotional preparation for the worst. I am fooled by love, blinded but totally awakened. The worst can happen, question is, how will I handle it. I’m prepared for what is good, but not for the worst. So here I am, considering, the judgments in town. I am triggered, everytimeContinue reading “It did not happened yet. Better do it now than be unprepared”

True Love is painful. Better than words full of lies

Love is a melody. It speaks, you just have to listen. Sometimes, it can be manipulating, but it’s worth the emotional pain. I am scared, this is the sign I needed. I loved a man, I don’t even know him yet. He looks handsome, but strict like a wise man. He sound like a father,Continue reading “True Love is painful. Better than words full of lies”

Love yourself first. Why focus on others’ progress?

When I was young, I met a man. My world stopped, I spend my years with him, like a puppet and a devoted wife. Well, I wasn’t a wife, I was just assuming. Right now, I am talking to someone, it reminds me of him; I must not assume. It’s easy to put yourself underContinue reading “Love yourself first. Why focus on others’ progress?”

It’s not mental, it’s emotional

I had a rough day today. My anxieties got triggered. I cried like a baby, and hide underneath my desk, at work. I have committed a mistake, and after admitting it, I was emotionally trapped in fear of the consequences. Soon as I have arrived home, I shared it with my friend’s husband, and heContinue reading “It’s not mental, it’s emotional”