Trusting the unknown with Gratitude

It was a long weekend. I’m so thankful and grateful that I spent most of the time outside, hiking, running, going to church, etc. Hiking though makes it longer, it felt amazing. It’s definitely different from those weekends I just spent at home not doing anything cool but watching movies, eating cooking etc.

I discovered, that if you travel far; days and hours becomes longer; but if you stay in the same place, ours and days flies so quickly. So now, if you want to have a long long weekend, go travel and have fun. Go on a long hike, go see the world, I mean it’s free to hike, money is not a problem. You’ll become Mentally and physically healthy without money. Money is not a problem, it will only make things better.

I used to just walk to MTC before from my current place because I just want to have fun walking. Who cares, they don’t. Besides, I was on a budget and at the same time I was on my mental health goal. First time to feel so happy having nothing just like the old times. Walking to school and back home, it’s so healing. I feel happy for whatever reasons. There’s just something in walking that’s so cool. I feel more alive, moving and knowing that I am heading the right way.

People do crazy things just to make them happy, I sometimes do when I forgot what really makes me happy. I mean it’s not luxury, it’s not plenty of money, neither gadgets(it once addicted me), neither food, nor clothing. All of those stuffs, I got only are temporary feelings, just temporary; after which, it’s gone; but walking makes you feel normal, alive, kicking, going, moving on, inclusive, a part of this whole universe and most importantly a citizen to this beautiful earth.

It felt so good to be connected to the earth, to walk around it for free. Looking at the sky, the stars and the moon felt so relaxing. I mean it’s better than coffee. Way better than shopping. That genuine feeling of just being you. You’re listening to your surroundings, you’re alert, you met new people, it’s never boring to walk around in the morning.

Yesterday, I listened to the preacher and he also emphasized the importance of connections. Spiritually, when you’re connected to the one, your good prayers will be granted. It was a story of faith and turning into the devine when everything else wouldn’t work. A story of hope and trust. We are called to trust the unknown, to believe in a God that we couldn’t see. To take that risk of turning into the unknown. To allow the impossible to happen. To let magic do its job.

The Past happened for a reason so it has to be thanked not hated. We learned a lot of wisdom from it that we can apply now. Now is the second chance we’ve been waiting for us to correct what we could have done right before. If we will still do it the wrong way, then we still haven’t learned our lesson, the same life experience or story will keep on repeating until you change direction to make things right.

To accept what we have done wrong in the past is a form of repentance, and when you repent and forgive yourself for the wrong deeds you have committed unintentionally because of FEAR, or if you have made a poor decision in the past because of FEAR and ignorance, and you have acknowledged it, you have accepted yourself, you’re automatically letting go of that ego.

To forgive yourself is to do things right when chances showed up. Just do it the right way this time. But in order to do that, you must acknowledge what you have done wrong in the past that causes bullshits in your life and in other’s lives. See it clearly then do what must be done. You already know what and how ☺️ Trust the unknown.

Published by Pinky Rose

Hi My Name is Roselyn and I am a Graduate in Business Administration Major in Management Accounting. I wanted to pursue a degree related to Property Management. The Mother side of the family have Nurses and I want to become a Doctor in Psychology. They're soldiers too! I applied for PAF but wasn't allowed to take the exam because of my Myopia. The father side are into Politics and Farming, I could have taken Political Science or Agriculture, but my choice goes to Accountancy because it sounds so cool and it has a board exam (a requirement to be a Scholar). There are also teachers on my father side. My father is a good farmer, I love his plants. I hope I can offer him something very important. He stopped schooling, he choose to help his parents at the farm and have me instead. My Mother was emotional and stopped schooling too. Later on, she had me then my brother; until she became emotional again and stopped being our mother (It's a shame) πŸ˜… Me? I am always blessed and loved by the Universe and the Earthlings, they saw my potential and eagerness to learn new things. I choose to stay and share my knowledge. I wanted to become someone with a different attitude towards life; I'd rather not give than give out of pity; so if I'll give you something, it means you deserve it, not out of bias; I also want to be treated the same, win or lose I'll feel better, as long as it is righteous. Losing/failing will help me change and do the right thing; all of these makes life a funny adventure. I am also into writing because I have plenty of ideas. I hope to earn a PHD; research papers are quite interesting; I will really have fun! I am into dancing, just for fun; Dancing is so funny specially if you can't get the steps then getting it right after, it doesn't bore. Singing is my natural born talent but I'm just kidding, maybe not πŸ˜ƒ just manifesting it. I have a book at Amazon KDP :; written mostly to thank those who have helped me grow spiritually. I finished my Caregiving Training from Feb 2019 to Jan 2020; then became a certified career since 2021. I am working on my personal development business, to pursue my passion with a purpose to help the world heal emotionally. I am becoming successful in this kind of business and I claimed it, because I want to manifest it. Char - It will start with me 😊. I am a team player, I want to have fun. I am kindhearted and beautiful inside and out but don't get me wrong, it depends on the person I'm dealing with, I can be rude too like super rude! Taking advantage of me is big no no. You'll get what you deserve later on. I am a goal-oriented person, passionate in writing and sharing the right way. I am in love in all new things specially with JK's personality; he made me laugh out loud, it's so healing. My academic side isn't that bad but also not too good because I still have a lot of knowledge to learn. My friend advised me to exaggerate little achievements though to help me attract more of it. I have a good voice and a good sense of humor if I choose to let it all out. I am passionate and compassionate. I practice an attitude of gratitude. I prefer to be alone than be surrounded by bad influential people, but I am keeping my heart open for the good guys too. I am receiving support from the Angelic Beings and a future husband that communicates with me telepathically; I'm not sure if I have met him already, all I know is that, he can guide me well. Whenever I am out of my mind and feeling like in danger, he takes over; I may or may not recognize him personally but it doesn't matter, I think he can but I have trust issues so it's normal to not meet him sooner and it's also normal to not recognize him, I guess he already knew. I have an eye in music and arts and love to cook for me. If you believe you will be healed if you'll ask me to heal you intuitively then you will, but it was you that heals you, not me. πŸ˜‚ No just kidding. I can dance and laugh. I am treasuring happy memories. I welcome new experiences. I'm excited with first time events I can travel, take pictures of me with my coalleagues. I can contribute and be of service. I like Song Joongkis movies 😁 he's such a good actor, I have watched most of his movies, but all of his movies in Netflix. But above all, I really love Photography! It's beautiful and exciting to look for good angles. It's a great brain exercise to look at better things in life. ❀ Welcome to my Blog! You're allowed to share your thoughts in the comment sections. Also, please follow and share if you like my artwork. It will help me notice that we share the same values or you can keep thus page for your self 😁

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