My childhood hadn’t been good, but compared to others, it’s a little bit better; however, I am still struggling with family shame to this date.
Everytime I hear or feel people acting like my parents and my parents parents, I get triggered and it’s so hard to really pull myself up together after being hit.
Sometimes, there’s this urge to fight back and an urge to change something or someone but it’s not really right; you’ll end up losing yourself, caring too much about anything is a bad thing.
The best thing you can do is to just not care too much; just respect them and hope that something good will happen for them, even if you already know what’s going to happen next. Life is amazing, be wise keep moving on. If they won’t choose you, then move on and choose yourself; don’t get lost chasing after them.
Be brave enough to accept defeats and be brave enough to accept that someone’s better than you at making people follow. Just move on, keep yourself together and keep moving forward; love yourself and move on.
Smile and work on your self, everything else will follow ; let the silence guide you; let it nurture you. Let it heal your soul; let it love you; let it come to you; let it guide you; let it teach you; let it help you; let it be your confidant and let it be your listener.
Climbing, Rocks! 