Rebirthing a new you
This quarantine made me feel so strange.
It releases all my past stories away.
I’m in a ghost town I see.
I should be happy.
No more noises, no more running out of time, I have all the time.
The next two weeks will be guaranteed, from there onwards the world will be renewed.
No more acting, just relaxing.
No more resisting, just allowing.
No more traffics, just the lights from far away.
I hope of a world like this, finally it happens.
So much deaths around the globe, so pain we’re all suffering, but love and light still remains.
We’re all here to remain, to regain, and to heal.
I am healing like you’re all healing.
I call this time, the most quiet times.
I call this time, the most connected times.
I no longer in my head, worrying about old stories that I thought cannot end.
But when I decided to start again, everything else just ended.
That’s how you end anything you think has no end.
Starting a new one, new thoughts, new connections, new experiences.
Processing the new, releasing the old.
Letting the new experiences to repeat letting go of the past memories that are now too old to hold on to.
I have new friends to add on. I have more new friends to let in, but the ugly old times with family must really end because it’s no longer true.
Old beliefs about me and family must be gone, the new one has to come, that’s how you let them go.
It’s time for a new era, a new real, a new beginning, and a new start.
It’s time embrace the new me, and let go of the old that no longer serves.
I was too old, I was very old. I was living the life I didn’t deserve. Comfortroom so ugly, kids bullying me. Disrespecting and neglected.
I was acting old, I wasn’t something new.
I have to, I have no one to do. My family sucks. The old times must perish. They must not see the old me.
I was a mother to me, I was everything to me. Never had a chance to grow into someone new.
I grew up so fast, never had time to play. Never had time for me, never had time to say sorry.
I was living with the old, now I am living with youngs.
I have never thought there’s a world that existed beyond those mountains.
I only wonder what’s next for me. But I kept on going on my way.
It’s time to let go of the old times that I knew.
I am living in the life that is so old and dying.
It’s time for something new, it’s time for something new.
Let of this old soul that no longer serve you. It’s time to give birth to the new you.