Forgive your self instead

“Saying sorry is an old thing; we can always say sorry and will still do the same mistake again; but thanking is seeing the lesson and forgiving yourself for the trespasses you have done.”

I realized that karma is real. Now I can see myself in others shoes, so I can understand why a certain person did exactly what you did before. It’s like a mirror or shall we say a shadow of your self. Although there are other scenarios that I haven’t done as far as I have remembered, it is possible that I did it through my ancestors. We call it Family Karma.

Because we can’t be so sure who are they in the past and what they’ve done; how do they react to their karmic counterparts and how did they handle such BS; I mean, I can feel that guilt that I haven’t done. It’s unfair to be guilty of something you didn’t do but you feel it was you who really did it.

Crazy right? Denial is my normal reaction to karmic situation but if I am free to be myself, I’ll just forgive myself even if I didn’t do anything. Maybe I got it from movies, whatsoever, crazy thoughts that came out from nowhere which aren’t really true. There’s no other way to correct this never ending confusion but to forgive yourself silently.

By forgiving that old self that you haven’t met, you are releasing the current people that’s acting on your behalf. They’ll be gone like Neo’s mirror in the matrix? There’s no such thing as other people, what you can see, feel, conceive, everything is you. I know it’s quite unbelievable and unacceptable specially if you see only Negativities. You can’t just say that that’s me, well in the past you may have been them; but there are also new people who doesn’t act like your karma, they are highly conscious beings who decides what would they react and how would they feel. Those are extraordinary human beings, I am so proud of them. They are the enlightened.

To fully forgive ourselves from the very beginning of time that we have committed such trespasses that’s unknown to us but sounds familiar is a perfect sign of self acceptance for me. When you’re in control with your emotions, you’re fully aware that you’re dealing with your old self and that fighting is not going to end it. Fighting the other is just fighting yourself within. Of course we all knew it specially when we get so emotional but it’s hard to put it into practice.

Remember this whenever you feel frustrated and so angry of yourself because someone showed you your worst self through them or you they reminded you of someone you’re not that you hated; remember to forgive yourself; remember to look at the other side of the coin. Remember to show your better self to someone who deserves it.

Showing our better self to someone is a choice, it’s not easy; nothing’s easy in doing the right thing. Pressure is normal and it helps us grow. Relax, that’s how we must handle pressure, just forgive yourself. Listen to the priest. Attend a sunday mass and be there fully.

Remember to forgive yourself and thank yourself for forgiving you! Always be thankful and grateful! Thank you3x!
Wanna try my Mantra? ” Forgive me, I forgive you, thank you. I forgive you, thank you. I forgive you, thank you. THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU.

Published by Pinky Rose

Hi My Name is Roselyn and I am a Graduate in Business Administration Major in Management Accounting. I wanted to pursue a degree related to Property Management. I saw Commerce as something new to me. The Mother side of the family have Nurses and I want to become a Doctor in Psychology. They're soldiers too! I applied for PAF but wasn't allowed to take the exam because of my Myopia. The father side are into Politics and Farming, I could have taken Political Science or Agriculture, but my choice goes to Accountancy because it sounds so cool and it has a board exam (a requirement to be a Scholar). There are also teachers on my father side. My father is a good farmer, I love his plants. I hope I can offer him something very important. He stopped schooling, he choose to help his parents at the farm instead. My Mother was emotional and stopped schooling too. Later on, she had me then my brother; until she became emotional again and stopped being our mother. Me? I am always blessed and loved by the Universe and the Earthlings, they saw my potential and eagerness to learn new things. I choose to stay and share my knowledge. I wanted to become someone with a different attitude towards life; I'd rather not give than give out of pity; so if I'll give you something, it means you deserve it, not out of bias; I also want to be treated the same, win or lose I'll feel better, as long as it is righteous. Losing/failing will help me change and do the right thing. I am also into writing because I have plenty of ideas. I hope to earn a PHD; research papers are quite interesting; I will really have fun! I am into dancing, just for fun; Dancing is so funny specially if you can't get the steps then getting it right after, it doesn't bore. Singing is my natural born talent but I'm just kidding, maybe not 😃 just manifesting it. I have a book at Amazon KDP :; written mostly to thank those who have helped me grow spiritually. I finished my Caregiving Training from Feb 2019 to Jan 2020; then became a certified career since 2021. I am working on my personal business, to pursue my passion with a purpose to help the world heal emotionally. I am becoming successful in this kind of business and I claimed it, because I want to manifest it. I am a team player, I want to have fun. I am kindhearted and beautiful inside and out but don't get me wrong, it depends on the person I'm dealing with, I can be rude too like super rude! Taking advantage of me is big no no. You'll get what you deserve later on. I am a goal-oriented person, passionate in writing and sharing the right way. I am in love in all new things specially with JK's personality; he made me laugh out loud, it's so healing. My academic side isn't that bad but also not too good because I still have a lot of knowledge to earn. My friend advised me to exaggerate little achievements though to help me attract more of it. I have a good voice and a good sense of humor if I choose to let it all out. I am passionate and compassionate. I practice an attitude of gratitude. I prefer to be alone than be surrounded by bad influencial people, but I am keeping my heart open for the good guys too. I am receiving support from the Angelic Beings and a future husband that communicates with me telepathically; I'm not sure if I have met him already, all I know is that, he can guide me well. Whenever I am out of my mind and feeling like in danger, he takes over; I may or may not recognize him personally but it doesn't matter, I think he can but I have trust issues so it's normal to not meet him sooner and it's also normal to not recognize him, I guess he already knew. I have an eye in music and arts and love to cook for me. If you believe you will be healed if you'll ask me to heal you intuitively then you will, but it was you that heals you, not me. I can dance and laugh. I am treasuring happy memories. I welcome new experiences. I'm excited with first time events I can travel, take pictures of me with my coalleagues. I can contribute and be of service. I like Song Joongkis movies 😁 he's such a good actor, I have watched most of his movies, but all of his movies in Netflix. But above all, I really love Photography! It's beautiful and exciting to look for good angles. It's a great brain exercise to look at better things in life. ❤ Welcome to my Blog! You're allowed to share your thoughts in the comment sections. Also, please follow and share if you like my artwork. It will help me notice that we share the same values.

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