True Love is painful. Better than words full of lies

Love is a melody. It speaks, you just have to listen. Sometimes, it can be manipulating, but it’s worth the emotional pain.

I am scared, this is the sign I needed. I loved a man, I don’t even know him yet. He looks handsome, but strict like a wise man.

He sound like a father, and yet, he isn’t. I wanna cling around, but I realized we’re not in a relationship. Ouch, it hurts.

Approval’s needed, too scary to be rejected. Yet, here I am, wanting to be near him. Such a shame, for wishes that have never been granted.

Do I have to lay down, be f****d? If it means love, then why am I hesitant? I care too much, I worry a lot; too fearful of the past to come back; even if the past, no longer existed.

Had so much anxieties, the last time was the worst, it made me feel so disrespected. Whatever happens happens, I was just too scared.

I had an idea, but did not do anything right. But atleast in the end, leaves me a lesson that remains. The scars, still there; and my wounds healing.

I am so scared of what is to come, but I will choose to face the pain. It will make me emotional, but at least, I am healing.

It doesn’t matter when, as long as it is happening. Serious talks like this, makes me wanna write a poem. I’m in love, and I want the world to know about it.

How would I tell them, I knew they will answer. This time, I am not hiding; I have to come out, knowing that I am not alone. This feelings, cannot be contained, I have to let it all out.

Sometimes, our negative thoughts are not true; but if things happened, so be it. I know it is complicated, but I am up to it; I think I’m ready for a different approach.