When I was young, I met a man. My world stopped, I spend my years with him, like a puppet and a devoted wife.
Well, I wasn’t a wife, I was just assuming. Right now, I am talking to someone, it reminds me of him; I must not assume.
It’s easy to put yourself under someone’s spell. Only to be manipulated in the end. It’s not that you didn’t knew it was gonna happen.
We have instincts, we knew it was gonna happen, but we didn’t listen. We did not believe because we were presented by a different illusion.
Sometimes, you just have to help your self, emotionally, by focusing on what we can do right now. Caring is dangerous to your emotional health when only taken for granted.
It’s hard to be in a one-sided relationship that’s not even a relationship. It was just an emotional abuse and a torture to yourself.
People act needy, specially men, to get your attention. Even if not needed, you have provided it. Becoming conscious is a BIG thing.
Sometimes, you just have to realized that you are being manipulated. Honesty, saves time, saves bad decisions, saves your self from falling.
Love is not supposed to be chased, it has to be given; unconditionally. No tricks, just pure mind games. I have deeply and completely accepted myself for being playful.
Being in the moment, accepting what will happen next, will happen, as expected. Patterns showing everywhere. It was all me, no one else.
I can hear their voices, I knew that they knew; no games ever played that are not being revealed. The consequence is emotional disaster, which was once a laughter.
One thing for sure, love your self first. Love and attention shouldn’t be given freely, not unless they have worked hard for it. It must be given to the one who deserves.
So, work hard on yourself; be alive and kicking. Ignore shits that’s not meant for you. Accept that you have mistaken. Acknowledge their games and be your self, always, in the end.
Emotions may come, running. But you already knew how to handle it. Just move forward, do your things, let go of those you cannot handle. It’s okay if you have fallen. You can always get back up.
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