Lately, I have been negatively self-sabotaging. I get emotional because of my own critical thoughts about my own doings. I’ve been so hard to me and it made me feel like being so dumb, even if I am totally not that dumb.
Yes, I made mistakes and for me it’s not good to not worry about it’s consequences; however, worrying about things that didn’t happen yet is like putting myself twice in that situation if in case that worry will happen; it’s like preparing myself for the worst.
I realized lately that preparing myself to apply the best lesson I got from that mistake is the best way to handle consequences; because it’s the only controllable thing we can do in that situation. We cannot stop that from happening now, but we can prevent it from happening again in the future, because we can prepare for something better, to prevent it from happening again.
EGO is strong, it’s there to keep us bothered; it’s asking you to do something to prevent negative thing to happen again like it did in the past; mostly, traumatizing situations. Now it’s up to you, to do the right thing. You’re ego is like a checkpoint, it’s asking you to pause and think what to do to prevent the past from happening again, either you stop now, or you’ll do the right thing. You know what to do, just move it and do something. Do the things, you have not done before; that’s the right thing to do.
Once again, tomorrow is not promised; neither are the consequences. So be happy now, and be proud for every opportunities that you have. Slow down, if you must; do it little by little; you can do it.
Climbing, Rocks! 