I have been abandoned since the very beginning of time.I cannot see my mother, so my best friend gave me a mirror.She told me, look in the mirror, you will see your mother.Your mother is also curly, curly like yours.You’re wondering where is your mother now?Look in the mirror and you will see her inContinue reading “Abandonment”
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T word
I will remember tae of BTS, to thank the Lord for the day.Thank you Lord thank you for waking me up.Thank you Lord thank you for this day.Thank you Lord thank you for the love I received.Thank you Lord thank you for the place I still have.Thank you Lord thank you for the people aroundContinue reading “T word”
S words
I am not a stone, but I feel like I am talking to one.I didn’t know he can stand, shine, sway and swim.I can sit, smile, say sorry, and surround myself with sisters.You see I’ve got sisters, I am happy at 7 sisters elderly homes.I want a sister, that’s what makes me happy.My sisters areContinue reading “S words”
Nothing Wrong
There’s nothing wrong me, I got everything I needed.These people just couldn’t accept me.That’s why they all hated me.But I will be to my friends and a husband who accept me for who I am. Companies who doesn’t accept me for who I am and the successes I have doesn’t deserve me.My friend was right,Continue reading “Nothing Wrong”
Show
It’s time to show that pain instead of hide it because of shame.It’s time to show this pain to keep my heart open.It’s time to show this pain for me to be healed by my angels.Let’s show this pain for me to give birth to the new me. It’s time to show my pain insteadContinue reading “Show”
Side to Side
I look at there, I look at there.Left and right, left and right.But don’t forget to look what’s in front.Look side to side to see who’s behind chasing you.Look in front of you, to see where who’s in front you. Try not to hit anyone, learn to pause, learn to relax.Just let this people goContinue reading “Side to Side”
This or that (take what resonates)
This feeling that comes from the past, or that feeling that comes from now. Spotting the difference in this darker times really help everyone survive. I am happy now because I choose that thought outside of this box. I know where this thoughts come from, it’s from the old me I used to be. ButContinue reading “This or that (take what resonates)”
Did it for me (take what resonates)
It’s not that I am selfish, I just want to do it for myself first.So that I will have more than enough then when I help.But that was before, I realize that time can be shorter for people.My cats died so easily, people can so too. It happened to my brother and I felt soContinue reading “Did it for me (take what resonates)”
Pain (please take what resonates)
It’s too painful to face this pain.It’s making feel like resisting, but I must bring it on.It’s the only I can come out from this sad reality of being belittled by this family.It’s really killing me, this man is abusing me.They’re only one family you know, I must really come out from it like really.Continue reading “Pain (please take what resonates)”
Hide and seek (take what resonates)
I used to play hide and seek with my lovely imaginary daddy.But I am an adult now, it’s time to show up professionally.I will be taking care of my self.I will be bringing her up the right way.I must stop playing like I am not here, even if he’s really talking to me. It’s likeContinue reading “Hide and seek (take what resonates)”
Climbing, Rocks! 