If given the chance to go back in time where ego is not an option, I will accept defeat and move on. “It’s not for me, so why force it?” I have lived my life proving myself I’m good enough. I thought I wasn’t because I was being rejected, but it wasn’t true. I wasContinue reading “If only I knew what I know today”
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Pain doesn’t kill, resistance does!
When I was a CG trainee, we had to go through that pain. Injected in our deltoid, arms, with mineral water; it was the most painful physical experience in my life that I almost fainted. Let me repeat, “Almost fainted” in pain, but I did not die, nor going to. I faced the pain andContinue reading “Pain doesn’t kill, resistance does!”
The mystery of emotions and their purpose
Lately, I noticed that feeling angry made me feel good. It felt good to feel your emotions specially if you’re going to put faces on it; it will make you laugh instead of crying when you’re sad, losing control when you’re angry, running away when you feel guilty, and hiding when in shame. I noticedContinue reading “The mystery of emotions and their purpose”
Life hurts, life heals; you’re fine, just keep moving
I’m just sad, that’s why I’m angry; thanks to this book by Claire Bidwell Smith, LCPC; at least now I understand the source of my angst. This is the truth, I’m sad and it’s okay. I failed to grieve because I was scared of being laughed at if I’d cry; it would make me appearContinue reading “Life hurts, life heals; you’re fine, just keep moving”
The Unexpected Discussion That Changed The Course of my Retirement Plans
I used to be so scared of insurances; the only idea I can think of when it comes to Life Insurance is death. Death sounds so scary that nobody wants to prepare for it; but just year 2022, I changed my mindset regarding life insurances. Instead of death, I think of life; the passive incomeContinue reading “The Unexpected Discussion That Changed The Course of my Retirement Plans”
Accept that it’s not the thing you’re passionate about; accept your redirection
We’re almost at the end of December, and then January comes next; this is a month where we start another whole year and another whole month to get through. There maybe a lot of mental roadblocks this year but I’m glad to say I’m able to get through it; quick decisions, trusting my gut feeling,Continue reading “Accept that it’s not the thing you’re passionate about; accept your redirection”
Don’t change analysis; not everything needs change
Rest days had gone, I’m thankful and grateful for the time I spent with me, reading, cooking, washing clothes, talking with acquaintances and of course writing anything I can think of. I’m done with travelling for this year, but maybe I will do one or two more in December 2023. I just want to seeContinue reading “Don’t change analysis; not everything needs change”
Climbing, Rocks! 