True (take only what resonates)

Yes it’s true, I am still connected to my mortal enemy.Someone tries to keep in touch with me.I want to get rid of it but there’s something that’s holding me.It felt like some important connection that connect with us from the past.But honestly this connection is fucking me.Like a black magic someone is trying toContinue reading “True (take only what resonates)”

Bipolar (take what resonates)

I think I have bipolar personality.Sometimes I feel so lonely.Other days I feel so happy.It looks normal to me.But now I can see.The difference is so clear to me. I have bipolar personality.Sometimes I feel so happy.Giving out everything I have leaving myself empty.But sometimes I am also crazy.Taking back everything I say. I haveContinue reading “Bipolar (take what resonates)”

Writers (please take what resonates)

I will search for a topic then I will research about it.I will read and rewrite it like I own it.I will make it mine.I will recreate it confidently. I am always into writing, I want to keep writing.My soul keeps searching for something to write about a specific thing.Right now it’s about writers writingContinue reading “Writers (please take what resonates)”

Anger (share what resonates)

My husbands very angry because her little girl is still a baby. She doesn’t want to come out yet without me. I will be bringing her to places, she will be my princess. She’s going to come out from me and I am letting her out like she wants to be. I will bring herContinue reading “Anger (share what resonates)”

Sadness (share what resonates)

I can feel your sadness, why are you sad. Saranghae. Saranghae. Saranghae. Don’t worry. Everything’s going to be all right, Saranghae. Saranghae. Saranghae. Don’t worry. You are being accepted for who you are. You are being loved for what you are. You are loved, Saranghae. You are accepted Saranghae. Saranghae. Saranghae. My love remember me.Continue reading “Sadness (share what resonates)”

Surrender (take what resonates)

It’s time to surrender the snakes that lives behind. We kept feeding them, but they kept on biting us. They’re being protected by the woman that adopted them. It’s so scary, these human snakes doesn’t want to go away. But now I am letting the authorities see these snakes that’s being helped by her. SheContinue reading “Surrender (take what resonates)”

Physical Abuse (facing shame, take what resonates)

I will dance everyday to heal me, to face my shame and to break free from them. I will do it for me, in order to heal. I will have that rituals everyday. It will help me face my sad reality. My mother was physically abused by her immediate family. A brother she trusted theContinue reading “Physical Abuse (facing shame, take what resonates)”

Independency (take what resonates)

I want to be financially independent, I have to be independent financially. I am still feeling stuck in my old source of income where my cousins kept bullying me. They can no longer me. I have decided to be financially independent. Since I was 23 when I left home I am already financially independent. ButContinue reading “Independency (take what resonates)”