It’s hard to find something to be thankful for, but it’s possible with little things

Focusing on good things really gave me this feeling of this undefinable excitement, it makes me do the things I really want to do, it helps me grow and become the person I really wanted to be. Despite of the rejections and the triggers that I get, I manage to redirect myself to the rightContinue reading “It’s hard to find something to be thankful for, but it’s possible with little things”

You have the right to be loved, to be happy and to become successful

Regardless if your parents have separated ways, regardless of how broke they are and how messy their individual life is, you must remember that ‘it’s none of your business’ go create a better life, and live a life different from theirs. Until now, I still feel hesitant in going all out, considering others feelings andContinue reading “You have the right to be loved, to be happy and to become successful”

Adventures and Writings really stimulated this peculiar motivation

After my Solo Trips, “Hiking at Mt. Manunggal” and “Adventures at Danasan Eco Adventure Park”, I felt so motivated to come out, to do more, to achieve more. Right now, I’m out writing this post. I just woke up and hurried up to check if the “Yellow Corn” seller is still there. ” I missedContinue reading “Adventures and Writings really stimulated this peculiar motivation”

Smile because you get through it, despite the shame and the pain

Lately, I had been sad; I knew it whenever I am spinning. My hands twirling, it helped me feel conscious everytime my paranoid self is operating. A thought of, “What if I’m wrong, what am I going to do.” A feeling of distrust after formulating a very good idea that already worked. My paranoid selfContinue reading “Smile because you get through it, despite the shame and the pain”

How Going To Gym, Dancing and writing helped me forgive

Being a product of a broken family, sometimes I feel unsafe when surrounded by people I don’t know; I have so much traumas specially in getting into relationship, may it be romantic, friendship or just a casual acquaintance. This fear of being bullied and judged if people knew my family background and how they lookedContinue reading “How Going To Gym, Dancing and writing helped me forgive”

Tomorrow is not promised, so be happy now

Lately, I have been negatively self-sabotaging. I get emotional because of my own critical thoughts about my own doings. I’ve been so hard to me and it made me feel like being so dumb, even if I am totally not that dumb. Yes, I made mistakes and for me it’s not good to not worryContinue reading “Tomorrow is not promised, so be happy now”

What’s your definition of Right People

The right people will never let you think like you’re just an option. The right people will include you in all there activities, they’ll make you feel like a part of their group. You will never seek for their attention because the right people will be there for you. They want to be around youContinue reading “What’s your definition of Right People”

“First, it taste weird; seconds after, it feels fantastic!” That’s first impression of Jose Cuervo

So, yesterday was a fine, perfect day; it started last Wednesday (4/28, GD’s Monthsary) followed by yesterday, like it’s still today. We didn’t realize it was our Monthsary, not until we’re already there. It transformed into a special random get together and “Jose Cuervo” made it even more special. I was finally able to tasteContinue reading ““First, it taste weird; seconds after, it feels fantastic!” That’s first impression of Jose Cuervo”

What you’re hiding can heal you

Okay, I had a lot of secrets; I won’t allow anyone from school to visit my house because they will figure out that I hated how ugly it was, comfort-room was not the one I liked. They deserved a better place to go, so I had to decline no matter how much I really wantedContinue reading “What you’re hiding can heal you”

What’s Next To Me

Have you ever asked yourself, “What’s next to me?” I understand that taking a leap of faith, starting a new career, a new job that requires additional skills, is a little bit stressful. But it’s only normal for every change that you take. Give yourself another day and then another day; or give yourself everyContinue reading “What’s Next To Me”