Massage helped me relaxed, I feel happy

Today is my rest day and I took this opportunity to try getting massaged! It felt so good like I wanted it to go on forever. It’s addicting and I’m definitely going back there once a month. Getting treated really made me feel happy! Now I have another way of distressing; and it’s definitely whatContinue reading “Massage helped me relaxed, I feel happy”

Adventures and Writings really stimulated this peculiar motivation

After my Solo Trips, “Hiking at Mt. Manunggal” and “Adventures at Danasan Eco Adventure Park”, I felt so motivated to come out, to do more, to achieve more. Right now, I’m out writing this post. I just woke up and hurried up to check if the “Yellow Corn” seller is still there. ” I missedContinue reading “Adventures and Writings really stimulated this peculiar motivation”

Writing indeed helped me decide to revisit Danasan Eco Adventure Park! Rides completed!

In my previous post, I wrote about not doing anything right after my birthday. I wasn’t sure what to do next, so I shared about how I was procrastinating things and was hoping that by writing it down, it will inspire me to take action. Remembering how thankful and grateful I was to have somebodyContinue reading “Writing indeed helped me decide to revisit Danasan Eco Adventure Park! Rides completed!”

When you’re feeling lazy and sleepy, just write

I’m officially 30! I feel thankful and at the same time a little sad that we’re really getting older. My tooth hurts and I think I’ll have another tooth pulled. I have not visited the dentist yet. I hope I’ll finally do it tomorrow, or maybe I’ll just do it today. I’m not sure whyContinue reading “When you’re feeling lazy and sleepy, just write”

Who says you’re alone? Geez, you’re surrounded by people

So, to make the long story short, I spent my rest day, travelling, trekking and camping on my own. I was upset because the Driver going to Opon mocked me of not giving the change to the other passenger. I honestly did not noticed I actually took two change for twenty. Eight each! Where didContinue reading “Who says you’re alone? Geez, you’re surrounded by people”

Smile because you get through it, despite the shame and the pain

Lately, I had been sad; I knew it whenever I am spinning. My hands twirling, it helped me feel conscious everytime my paranoid self is operating. A thought of, “What if I’m wrong, what am I going to do.” A feeling of distrust after formulating a very good idea that already worked. My paranoid selfContinue reading “Smile because you get through it, despite the shame and the pain”

There’s a lot to be thankful for; if you will just allow yourself to look

Early this morning, I went out to request a copy of my Government Account Username as well as ask for a password reset link; I have forgotten everything and thanks to their help, I was able to get it back. It was indeed a very nice job. I think working in the government is notContinue reading “There’s a lot to be thankful for; if you will just allow yourself to look”

Valuing Friends by chosing the other way; that’s the right thing to do

Inspired by the beauty of support, here I am writing. Time check: 4:49AM. Some have already reach their homes, some will definitely unwind and drink somewhere safe. Soon, I am also going out to enjoy the morning view, to smell the fresh air and to see the sun shining in the east. I just wantContinue reading “Valuing Friends by chosing the other way; that’s the right thing to do”

How attitude of gratitude kept me going

Being thankful with little things, little achievements, little gifts and little improvements makes me feel happy; thinking of Big Things and getting stressed about “How” to achieve it, makes me feel anxious. Today, a friend reminded me of how important “Attitude of Gratitude” is. His name is Louie, he recently won as “People’s Choice Awardee”Continue reading “How attitude of gratitude kept me going”

How Going To Gym, Dancing and writing helped me forgive

Being a product of a broken family, sometimes I feel unsafe when surrounded by people I don’t know; I have so much traumas specially in getting into relationship, may it be romantic, friendship or just a casual acquaintance. This fear of being bullied and judged if people knew my family background and how they lookedContinue reading “How Going To Gym, Dancing and writing helped me forgive”