I’m officially 30! I feel thankful and at the same time a little sad that we’re really getting older. My tooth hurts and I think I’ll have another tooth pulled. I have not visited the dentist yet. I hope I’ll finally do it tomorrow, or maybe I’ll just do it today. I’m not sure whyContinue reading “When you’re feeling lazy and sleepy, just write”
Category Archives: Authenticity
There’s a lot to be thankful for; if you will just allow yourself to look
Early this morning, I went out to request a copy of my Government Account Username as well as ask for a password reset link; I have forgotten everything and thanks to their help, I was able to get it back. It was indeed a very nice job. I think working in the government is notContinue reading “There’s a lot to be thankful for; if you will just allow yourself to look”
How Going To Gym, Dancing and writing helped me forgive
Being a product of a broken family, sometimes I feel unsafe when surrounded by people I don’t know; I have so much traumas specially in getting into relationship, may it be romantic, friendship or just a casual acquaintance. This fear of being bullied and judged if people knew my family background and how they lookedContinue reading “How Going To Gym, Dancing and writing helped me forgive”
Silence is the master key
My childhood hadn’t been good, but compared to others, it’s a little bit better; however, I am still struggling with family shame to this date. Everytime I hear or feel people acting like my parents and my parents parents, I get triggered and it’s so hard to really pull myself up together after being hit.Continue reading “Silence is the master key”
Keeping you open 👐
Lately, I’ve been thinking about how I get so stressed; then I noticed a pattern, it is when I think negatively and I want to stop it. Stopping it the wrong way, made me feel anxious. So here’s the right way to stop negative thoughts, don’t try to stop it; instead, keep your mind openContinue reading “Keeping you open 👐”
Keeping yourself sane
I had so much triggers when it comes to self pity. People ignoring me, so I learned to observe them. People judging me based on my family history, so I learned to make things right. Not to prove them wrong, but to show them that I am one of the 1% type of people whoContinue reading “Keeping yourself sane”
“First, it taste weird; seconds after, it feels fantastic!” That’s first impression of Jose Cuervo
So, yesterday was a fine, perfect day; it started last Wednesday (4/28, GD’s Monthsary) followed by yesterday, like it’s still today. We didn’t realize it was our Monthsary, not until we’re already there. It transformed into a special random get together and “Jose Cuervo” made it even more special. I was finally able to tasteContinue reading ““First, it taste weird; seconds after, it feels fantastic!” That’s first impression of Jose Cuervo”
What you’re hiding can heal you
Okay, I had a lot of secrets; I won’t allow anyone from school to visit my house because they will figure out that I hated how ugly it was, comfort-room was not the one I liked. They deserved a better place to go, so I had to decline no matter how much I really wantedContinue reading “What you’re hiding can heal you”
What’s Next To Me
Have you ever asked yourself, “What’s next to me?” I understand that taking a leap of faith, starting a new career, a new job that requires additional skills, is a little bit stressful. But it’s only normal for every change that you take. Give yourself another day and then another day; or give yourself everyContinue reading “What’s Next To Me”
This is how you upgrade your life
When I was a child, I had a father who’s always leaving me behind. He’s always gone and I’m always seeking for his attention. Everytime I asked of him to stay and wait outside our ugly comfort-room, he would answer me with an angry voice, he’s always like that. I feel like I’m always unwanted.Continue reading “This is how you upgrade your life”
