Being a product of a broken family, sometimes I feel unsafe when surrounded by people I don’t know; I have so much traumas specially in getting into relationship, may it be romantic, friendship or just a casual acquaintance. This fear of being bullied and judged if people knew my family background and how they lookedContinue reading “How Going To Gym, Dancing and writing helped me forgive”
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Silence is the master key
My childhood hadn’t been good, but compared to others, it’s a little bit better; however, I am still struggling with family shame to this date. Everytime I hear or feel people acting like my parents and my parents parents, I get triggered and it’s so hard to really pull myself up together after being hit.Continue reading “Silence is the master key”
Keeping you open 👐
Lately, I’ve been thinking about how I get so stressed; then I noticed a pattern, it is when I think negatively and I want to stop it. Stopping it the wrong way, made me feel anxious. So here’s the right way to stop negative thoughts, don’t try to stop it; instead, keep your mind openContinue reading “Keeping you open 👐”
Keeping yourself sane
I had so much triggers when it comes to self pity. People ignoring me, so I learned to observe them. People judging me based on my family history, so I learned to make things right. Not to prove them wrong, but to show them that I am one of the 1% type of people whoContinue reading “Keeping yourself sane”
Tomorrow is not promised, so be happy now
Lately, I have been negatively self-sabotaging. I get emotional because of my own critical thoughts about my own doings. I’ve been so hard to me and it made me feel like being so dumb, even if I am totally not that dumb. Yes, I made mistakes and for me it’s not good to not worryContinue reading “Tomorrow is not promised, so be happy now”
Disappointments teach lessons
The first time I had the worse disappointment was back in college. I enrolled in an accountancy program without prior knowledge about what that degree is about. I had no idea how hard it is. Despite my ignorance, I still get in. I enrolled myself and I was like a kindergarten learning about new accountingContinue reading “Disappointments teach lessons”
What’s your definition of Right People
The right people will never let you think like you’re just an option. The right people will include you in all there activities, they’ll make you feel like a part of their group. You will never seek for their attention because the right people will be there for you. They want to be around youContinue reading “What’s your definition of Right People”
“First, it taste weird; seconds after, it feels fantastic!” That’s first impression of Jose Cuervo
So, yesterday was a fine, perfect day; it started last Wednesday (4/28, GD’s Monthsary) followed by yesterday, like it’s still today. We didn’t realize it was our Monthsary, not until we’re already there. It transformed into a special random get together and “Jose Cuervo” made it even more special. I was finally able to tasteContinue reading ““First, it taste weird; seconds after, it feels fantastic!” That’s first impression of Jose Cuervo”
How to pull yourself up!
Life is a rollercoaster ride; I always said that. You have to learn to relax and pull yourself together, not letting any worries nor anxieties stop you from doing the right things. This year, has been a rollercoaster ride for me; from getting out from the company I used to work with, to moving forwardContinue reading “How to pull yourself up!”
What you’re hiding can heal you
Okay, I had a lot of secrets; I won’t allow anyone from school to visit my house because they will figure out that I hated how ugly it was, comfort-room was not the one I liked. They deserved a better place to go, so I had to decline no matter how much I really wantedContinue reading “What you’re hiding can heal you”
Climbing, Rocks! 