Okay, I had a lot of secrets; I won’t allow anyone from school to visit my house because they will figure out that I hated how ugly it was, comfort-room was not the one I liked. They deserved a better place to go, so I had to decline no matter how much I really wantedContinue reading “What you’re hiding can heal you”
Tag Archives: Trust
Spot the real ones and choose them
Before getting the courage to trust my gut feeling; I had met people who are really bad at giving credits to the good things I did to them in the past. While others get credited in my behalf, I am left disappointed at the back. So, to know if you’re at the right place andContinue reading “Spot the real ones and choose them”
When the future scares you, stay in the moment
Sometimes, I have this fear of repeating the same mistakes my parents did in the past with their relationship. Instead of facing the shame about that, and feeling this family guilt, I would run away and act like I don’t exist. But because I am a grown-up woman now, running away is no longer anContinue reading “When the future scares you, stay in the moment”
This is how you upgrade your life
When I was a child, I had a father who’s always leaving me behind. He’s always gone and I’m always seeking for his attention. Everytime I asked of him to stay and wait outside our ugly comfort-room, he would answer me with an angry voice, he’s always like that. I feel like I’m always unwanted.Continue reading “This is how you upgrade your life”
Why pursue the things that scares you
Big things are scary, it always will be; yet behind that feeling is a big dream waiting for you; all you have to do is take that first step, be there and be present. Easy pissy, but the thought of change is overwhelming and yet it’s the only way to move forward. Yes, I wasContinue reading “Why pursue the things that scares you”
How to handle anxieties by by believing in too good to be true
My anxieties became worst year 2015; with my first personal relationship. The thought of the future makes me feel anxious because I was a negative thinker. So I changed my thinking; everytime I think of the future, I only think of thinks that are too good to be true. I have decided that even ifContinue reading “How to handle anxieties by by believing in too good to be true”
Building Trust
This week ends well with this powerful message from Neil. He said, “The key to success is to relax.” Isn’t that true? I believe so. I think I will be attending a gathering later. Life is an adventure, we must spend it well with the people we trust; and the people were going to surroundContinue reading “Building Trust”
Your direction is most important than your speed
Hey, today, I participated in a fun-run to celebrate the love month. It went successfully. I got my medal and I had been taking photos to those who wants pictures. Of course using their phones. I was like a volunteer, and it made me feel so useful. I was only standing there because I wantContinue reading “Your direction is most important than your speed”
Think what’s next, instead of what’s not
I learned so much about my life experiences, and one of the best lesson I have, is to think what’s next instead of what’s not. Sometimes, people overthink too much. When “What’s not” is being triggered, they often gets stuck. Overthinking about the past that’s related to what’s not. I realized, that it’s a wasteContinue reading “Think what’s next, instead of what’s not”
True Love is painful. Better than words full of lies
Love is a melody. It speaks, you just have to listen. Sometimes, it can be manipulating, but it’s worth the emotional pain. I am scared, this is the sign I needed. I loved a man, I don’t even know him yet. He looks handsome, but strict like a wise man. He sound like a father,Continue reading “True Love is painful. Better than words full of lies”
Climbing, Rocks! 