My childhood hadn’t been good, but compared to others, it’s a little bit better; however, I am still struggling with family shame to this date. Everytime I hear or feel people acting like my parents and my parents parents, I get triggered and it’s so hard to really pull myself up together after being hit.Continue reading “Silence is the master key”
Category Archives: Authenticity
Keeping you open 👐
Lately, I’ve been thinking about how I get so stressed; then I noticed a pattern, it is when I think negatively and I want to stop it. Stopping it the wrong way, made me feel anxious. So here’s the right way to stop negative thoughts, don’t try to stop it; instead, keep your mind openContinue reading “Keeping you open 👐”
Keeping yourself sane
I had so much triggers when it comes to self pity. People ignoring me, so I learned to observe them. People judging me based on my family history, so I learned to make things right. Not to prove them wrong, but to show them that I am one of the 1% type of people whoContinue reading “Keeping yourself sane”
“First, it taste weird; seconds after, it feels fantastic!” That’s first impression of Jose Cuervo
So, yesterday was a fine, perfect day; it started last Wednesday (4/28, GD’s Monthsary) followed by yesterday, like it’s still today. We didn’t realize it was our Monthsary, not until we’re already there. It transformed into a special random get together and “Jose Cuervo” made it even more special. I was finally able to tasteContinue reading ““First, it taste weird; seconds after, it feels fantastic!” That’s first impression of Jose Cuervo”
What you’re hiding can heal you
Okay, I had a lot of secrets; I won’t allow anyone from school to visit my house because they will figure out that I hated how ugly it was, comfort-room was not the one I liked. They deserved a better place to go, so I had to decline no matter how much I really wantedContinue reading “What you’re hiding can heal you”
What’s Next To Me
Have you ever asked yourself, “What’s next to me?” I understand that taking a leap of faith, starting a new career, a new job that requires additional skills, is a little bit stressful. But it’s only normal for every change that you take. Give yourself another day and then another day; or give yourself everyContinue reading “What’s Next To Me”
This is how you upgrade your life
When I was a child, I had a father who’s always leaving me behind. He’s always gone and I’m always seeking for his attention. Everytime I asked of him to stay and wait outside our ugly comfort-room, he would answer me with an angry voice, he’s always like that. I feel like I’m always unwanted.Continue reading “This is how you upgrade your life”
How to handle anxieties by by believing in too good to be true
My anxieties became worst year 2015; with my first personal relationship. The thought of the future makes me feel anxious because I was a negative thinker. So I changed my thinking; everytime I think of the future, I only think of thinks that are too good to be true. I have decided that even ifContinue reading “How to handle anxieties by by believing in too good to be true”
This thing makes people stuck and it’s not lack of knowledge
It’s indecision. We’re stuck because we’re undecided; even if we already knew that it’s a “YES” we still can’t say it. We already knew, but we did not see it. Or even if we already see it, we just didn’t trust ourselves. A friend of mine, told me to just say “YES”. Yes, I can!Continue reading “This thing makes people stuck and it’s not lack of knowledge”
Your direction is most important than your speed
Hey, today, I participated in a fun-run to celebrate the love month. It went successfully. I got my medal and I had been taking photos to those who wants pictures. Of course using their phones. I was like a volunteer, and it made me feel so useful. I was only standing there because I wantContinue reading “Your direction is most important than your speed”
Climbing, Rocks! 