Trusting the unknown with Gratitude

It was a long weekend. I’m so thankful and grateful that I spent most of the time outside, hiking, running, going to church, etc. Hiking though makes it longer, it felt amazing. It’s definitely different from those weekends I just spent at home not doing anything cool but watching movies, eating cooking etc. I discovered,Continue reading “Trusting the unknown with Gratitude”

Taking Risk Mentality

When I was young, I was told that my mother’s dead (same with left us) so I believed it. Mourning wasn’t an option for me. At a young age, I had to decide if I go to school or not. I had to make decisions for my 4 year old brother. I had to chooseContinue reading “Taking Risk Mentality”

Look within

Searching outside not getting anything. Begging for love that’s not worth the pain. Moving on tired, ain’t productive. Desire that cannot be granted because you’re looking at the wrong person. Look within, at least try it. If the outside can’t provide, it’s because they don’t have what you needed. It’s within you, because what youContinue reading “Look within”

Narcissistic Mother

Oh well, this is so true for me! Thanks Doc. My mother is so like that and I’m so scared I might become. I am full of shame with my truth and how she treated me, but she still have the guts to question what I know about her. I can still remember how sheContinue reading “Narcissistic Mother”

The act of restoration

When I was younger, whenever I hated someone or anything natural to others, I would try to change it. It’s so sad that I always ended up not following my personal goals because I forced myself to change others. I care too much and it goes to waste because it didn’t matter to them. IfContinue reading “The act of restoration”

Changing your reaction is the 🗝️

You will never be great if you’ll stay in your comfortzone; to become one, go out and explore the world. The best message I first heard from a priest. Though it’s not exactly what he said but it’s the same thought as mine. Since then, I vowed myself to come out, pursue my wants andContinue reading “Changing your reaction is the 🗝️”

How to deal with people who doesn’t trust you

Trust is very important but sadly it’s not easy to get. It is something you cannot steal. It has to be earned with consistency and of course commitment to consistency. Most importantly, it’s only temporary because of change. You have to constantly do something to achieve that tempo. Patience is a virtue in earning trust.Continue reading “How to deal with people who doesn’t trust you”

Molded by experience

Here’s the message I got from someone who cares about you, misunderstood your kindness and your loving energies. Take only what resonates, have fun and enjoy the reading! You were running away from him in fear of any forbidden love, but your heart is too soft it’s open for everybody. You’re not planning of anything,Continue reading “Molded by experience”

Woman in a mask

Acting like an angel with that demon inside crippling you down, making you feel like a loser.Her anger towards a father made her wanna kill us all in vain.It’s like everyday is a struggle for this daughter who’s been hidden like a stealer, a criminal, but deep inside is a princess within.Without her, she’s nothing,Continue reading “Woman in a mask”