So, to make the long story short, I spent my rest day, travelling, trekking and camping on my own. I was upset because the Driver going to Opon mocked me of not giving the change to the other passenger. I honestly did not noticed I actually took two change for twenty. Eight each! Where didContinue reading “Who says you’re alone? Geez, you’re surrounded by people”
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Smile because you get through it, despite the shame and the pain
Lately, I had been sad; I knew it whenever I am spinning. My hands twirling, it helped me feel conscious everytime my paranoid self is operating. A thought of, “What if I’m wrong, what am I going to do.” A feeling of distrust after formulating a very good idea that already worked. My paranoid selfContinue reading “Smile because you get through it, despite the shame and the pain”
There’s a lot to be thankful for; if you will just allow yourself to look
Early this morning, I went out to request a copy of my Government Account Username as well as ask for a password reset link; I have forgotten everything and thanks to their help, I was able to get it back. It was indeed a very nice job. I think working in the government is notContinue reading “There’s a lot to be thankful for; if you will just allow yourself to look”
Valuing Friends by chosing the other way; that’s the right thing to do
Inspired by the beauty of support, here I am writing. Time check: 4:49AM. Some have already reach their homes, some will definitely unwind and drink somewhere safe. Soon, I am also going out to enjoy the morning view, to smell the fresh air and to see the sun shining in the east. I just wantContinue reading “Valuing Friends by chosing the other way; that’s the right thing to do”
How attitude of gratitude kept me going
Being thankful with little things, little achievements, little gifts and little improvements makes me feel happy; thinking of Big Things and getting stressed about “How” to achieve it, makes me feel anxious. Today, a friend reminded me of how important “Attitude of Gratitude” is. His name is Louie, he recently won as “People’s Choice Awardee”Continue reading “How attitude of gratitude kept me going”
How Going To Gym, Dancing and writing helped me forgive
Being a product of a broken family, sometimes I feel unsafe when surrounded by people I don’t know; I have so much traumas specially in getting into relationship, may it be romantic, friendship or just a casual acquaintance. This fear of being bullied and judged if people knew my family background and how they lookedContinue reading “How Going To Gym, Dancing and writing helped me forgive”
Silence is the master key
My childhood hadn’t been good, but compared to others, it’s a little bit better; however, I am still struggling with family shame to this date. Everytime I hear or feel people acting like my parents and my parents parents, I get triggered and it’s so hard to really pull myself up together after being hit.Continue reading “Silence is the master key”
Keeping you open 👐
Lately, I’ve been thinking about how I get so stressed; then I noticed a pattern, it is when I think negatively and I want to stop it. Stopping it the wrong way, made me feel anxious. So here’s the right way to stop negative thoughts, don’t try to stop it; instead, keep your mind openContinue reading “Keeping you open 👐”
Keeping yourself sane
I had so much triggers when it comes to self pity. People ignoring me, so I learned to observe them. People judging me based on my family history, so I learned to make things right. Not to prove them wrong, but to show them that I am one of the 1% type of people whoContinue reading “Keeping yourself sane”
Tomorrow is not promised, so be happy now
Lately, I have been negatively self-sabotaging. I get emotional because of my own critical thoughts about my own doings. I’ve been so hard to me and it made me feel like being so dumb, even if I am totally not that dumb. Yes, I made mistakes and for me it’s not good to not worryContinue reading “Tomorrow is not promised, so be happy now”
Climbing, Rocks! 